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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Tuesday, April 25, 2006
@@FOC '06@@

Camp was uber FUN!! I cannot emphasise the word FUN more.. Sign me up for any type of camps this moment. I am high and in the mood baby!!

I must ofcourse thank the people I got to spend my great time with. Mainly my dancers.. some of the FA's..not forgetting the programme people too. You guys are Super FUN!!! Especially the nights we played games together. Sleep was inevitable. On top of that the freshies!! Thanks for the compliments my dearies *winks*...I must do this again next time.

Mentor camp *07/08 april '06*
Meeting all the potential mentors for the first time, obviously I had the jitters. I was having mixed feelings. Nervousness, boredom, enthusiasm, a little bit of likes and dislikes for some people.. You know first impressions. hur hur.. Then we wasted our time in the lecture theatre. Sort of like a hold up area chanting cheers. After which we were divided to empires. I was in indrigs I think. Its a bear; I think. It was okay lah the activities. We had night walk, mass dance, cheers..

Dance
Volunteered to be a dancer for FOC. The whole dance group had meetings before the real FOC thing began. It was okay meeting them for the first time. I ended up being THE choreographer but it was alright. Atleast they did not complain and just listened to me and came up with suggestions for improvements. I was the only yr 2 going to yr 3. I felt OLD. Luckily though kenny, was older in AGE...During this time we dancers actually bonded!! We cliqued very well. Will miss those grueling dance days together people. Miss you guys to bits already..

FOC *19/21 april '06*
By this time I was getting excited already. The mentors were to stay overnite on the 18th. We, Dancers had our own room. Ours was in the block together with the FAs, programme group, food... It was GREAT!! The dancers had like alot of priveleges. We were able to jump queue for like almost everything. Food, Mass dance, seating places..hehe Anyway, the first night, we had Ben & Jerry's Ice cream. The FAs namely; wak, fahmy, idris, yasir, basyir also joined us after which we played GAMES... Wak taught us this "go back jump jump back go" game. Very the confusing game. So then the next day, I met with my class freshies and boy were they quiet. Super boring.. But I don't blame them cause I was like them too before. Luckily though after awhile of interaction, we broke the ice. And I mean we really broke the ice!! They Showed their freaking true colours lah! haha...Then ofcourse we had activities for the freshies. Mostly boring talks. First day!! wadya expect..?? Then 2nd night I went home. 3rd night in school we played games with the Some of the FAs and the programme people. SO around 3+am we were playing Wak's game and the forfeit was to kiss the 2 people next to you. Out of nowhere, programme people came to the Dancer's room suppposedly to hide from the main com as they sabotaged them..Waiting so long, they joined our game. And I got kissed like once on my cheek, nose, forehead by the same guy from programme group. haha.. shall not disclose who it is.:p You peeps won't know who it is anyways.. But camp fire without the fire(it rained on thursday so had to hold the 'campfire' in sports hall) was ok lah. But REGATA was Damn SUPERB!!! Engine though did not win.. WE WERE ALL HOT!!! we cheered like hell.. and we had fun!! dancing around like monkeys. Most of us lost our voice.. mine was just hoarse-y..
Seriously, I miss FOC already. I miss the people.. Well actually just one! haha!!! shh.....Well all great things must come to an end ain't it. It will be kept in my memory and will be cherished in my hearts..BTW i miss you to meiping dear..*winks*
PS: FAs and mentors of 2006, I heard there will be a BBQ cum chalet gathering for us eh?? Can't wait to see YOU hooligans again!!

Monday, April 17, 2006
My life.. My choice...My priority..

I am on the verge of breaking down!! I feel like everything or everyone is against me. Isit PMS? Or is my sensitivity level to high?
At first it was the 4 malay girls.. I still feel insecure around them. God it feels like the old secondary school days when girls just dislike me. Call it De Ja Vu. I guess in life you just have to have certain friends & enemies. Even if there is no reason as to why you should be enemies.

Then there is my business. Here I am busy with my school project and dance competition practise which is like this week and there my upline is indicating that I put other things as my top priority and not the Business. I mean I do have other obligations. I got my family, I got school, I got projects, dance.. And what does he have?? Just NS which does nothing really and this Business.. Yet I am still doing somethings' ok!! Not that I am not trying at all. Obviously he has all the time in the world. Then when I do not pick up his calls by accident he feigns to be pissed off and does not reply my message. *roll eyes* What am I to do? I guess I do not manage my time well then or people expect too much from me. I am still a Human Being after all. I need my space too, my own time. I need to do things at my own pace. I may be laid back but so what?? Everything in Singapore is too fast paced already. Relax people...

Patience.. It is something I have but it is thinning rapidly.

Sunday, April 16, 2006
erm......................

What to write? What to write? What to write?
I am out of ideas right now as to what entries to write in my blog.
Guess my life is starting to get boring. :(
Well NO not really.. Its just that things happening around me right now is not that interesting for me to make such a big fuss on.
Err.....mm...lalal.....*silence*...
Well ok I have been dancing this whole week for Tp's regata.
Infact I just came home from practise under my block.
I love the second songs steps to drop..
Thanks to my dear friend SOPHAN...
Seriously you should see his moves man.. Very the cool cum slick.
What else? Erm... will be going to camp soon this tuesday.
Mentor for the freshies. Luckily though I won't be attached to any class.
Simply teach dance!!
How cool is that?? Uber COOL....
OK next...erm...
Haha seriously this entry is like very the merepek. No point reading also.
Oh oh..so I will be starting school soon. A week more.
Excited? Not sure.. But nervous yes of course.
New course. New topics. New Friends.
But I am sure wondering what I wana do after I graduate.
Seriously, when can we stop thinking; while still alive?
oklah..I got to go ah.
Will update when I have interesting things to share.
Till then Outs..

Monday, April 03, 2006
BANJIR!!!

I must say this week has got to be the Best, Happening week ever!! I have been blogging non stop! This is the 3rd entry already in just a week. What a CATASTROPHE today!!
So I was on my way home from school. It was raining cats and dogs outside but firah and I thought what the hecks. TP was sort of flooded with puddles of water at the concourse level and we were even joking about TP being 'bocor'. Well my happiness was short-lived as I boarded my bus at around 530pm.. The bus turned at the junction and stopped at the bus stop for people to board Only to find themselves being stuck in that bloody bus for like more than half an hour! What was so frustrating was that the bus driver did not want to let us all out giving his reasons which I don't really give a damn. Luckily, one passenger called the transit office and we were FREE!! hur hur.. So fortunately I did not live very far so I decided to walk home. I wished I had taken pictures but I was alone and You know lah...Shy...hehe.. There was a whole stretch of buses from my bus stop all the way to the bus I alighted from or even further back. Ok simply say it was like A VEERRYY LOOONNGGG stretch of buses. While walking, I see alot of people alighting from their buses and walking to their destinations. mm..I was still wondering what had happened. Apparently causing the disruption was a flood!! Yea a flood!!! Okay maybe a MINI flood...A blue mercedes car and a school bus was partially submerged in the water underneath this bridge near Bedok Green Sec. Students were taking pictures from their handphones. Bus drivers was gathered together in small groups talking loudly. Motor bikes was lucky enough though as they were able to just zoom across creating some big waves. I, however, managed to spot the mercedes driver. He seemed excited. He was saying " so many people are taking photos of my car. I hope the newspaper write this." Haha! Very singaporean.. yea2 I think they will.. Anyway, it was something I have never experienced here in Singapore. It brought back the memories when I was back in my Nenek's kampung. Us kids was actually swimming around in it. But here You see the people amazed as to how a flood could happen and they were all trying to avoid the mud which was causing a big disruption thus making me reach home LATE! Sheesh!! Seriously MUDS DUN KILL YOU!!
Oh2 I must tell you people this. There was this nenek who was like superwoman to me. She made the passageway for me matter of factly. She pulled up her kain abit and walked through the mud and water ok! And throughout the walk she kept on muttering to noe one in particular but to anyone who would listen or even understand things like " Ya allah banjir aje, aku nak balik, nak kene masak... Budak2 nie... Tak pernah nampak banjir ke??" Me and this mat who was beside her looked at each other and just smiled knowingly. Ye makcik tk pernah lah dey. he he..
It was an amazing experience seriously. Everyone should get caught in a small flood disruption one day. tsk tsk.. So catch the papers tomorrow or the news tonight. It might be forecasted. *winks* Got to go....

$$Famous or popular?$$

So get this.
I was having fun having a wrestle with my brother when my Ayah came in the room with today's newspaper. Immediately we stopped our short fight and I started browsing through the papers. Everything was routinely normal. A murder trial, a woman with alot of tattoos covered on her body, sports section..(the papers are starting to get predictable eh?) and then my eyes focused on an article by an Edwin Yeo. A favourite columnist of mine who I assure you have the wits and the jokes to keep you laughing non stop.

So today's article from him was on the NYP scandal by the girl Tammy. I think that is the name. Have you watched it? I have..* Smiling sheepishly* That was the first and will be the last ok!!For those who have not, well no worries, you sure did not miss anything exciting. It was very long & boring. All 'poses' are the same most of the time. There came a point where I even told my friend who passed me the video.." Now I am wondering why people actually get high watching porn? It is so draggy. PLUS isn't it better to just do it YOURSELF and experiment the Birds and the Bees on your own?" And all he did was laugh! I must say I have to agree with Edwin. Pity Tammy. Imagine being famous because of something dirty. It is already featured out of the mainland mind you!! Wonder if she gets paid by the producers...*thinks* hehexx..Niwae I am wondering how come only the girl's name is going around and not the guy's? He was very much as visible as Tammy. Infact I must say it was mostly his 'thing' that was being shown. Well whatever.. I just feel like people should just leave that girl alone already. She is in a bad condition as it is. Or she may actually be enjoying the popularity eh quietly; only she knows.

So i just finished watching this campus superstar finals. Well the guy won. Though I actually felt the girl should win. I heard her sing this one chinese song during an advertisement which I was attracted to. Up till now I love humming the tune in my head. But then I started thinking about how many competitions are suddenly coming up. There was the superstar, campus superstar, super band, Singapore idol, miss singapore, anugerah skrin.. and I am sure there are lots more not mentioned. I am suddenly forced to wonder if there is any uniqueness at all anymore into having this competitions. With so many coming up, don't you feel like somehow everyone will surely win themselves a "name"? I mean Singapore being just a tiny dot on the map and all.. it won't take long before you start finding out that every single body has gone through at least One audition in the hopes of becoming someone famous. Well ok not famous just popular? Face it, you tell me which Singaporean has actually become FAMOUS?? I don't see any walking down the red carpet YET. Not even Fann Wong.. or has she?? mm... So what is up with the competitions eh? Enough already.. Just concentrate on erm..I duno something else?? Or are Singaporeans too boring???