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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Saturday, April 28, 2007
University Of Western Australia

My title says it all.
I am to choose between UWA or University of Adelaide.

The only difference between the two is that one has more exposure being in the city and all. My heart tells me to go Adelaide but my head tells me to go UWA and I am known to listen to my head more than my heart.

Just came back from RELC. A place where IDP is located. It is a centre which helps students apply to university's overseas free-of-charge.

So once the application is processed successfully, I will be entering UWA this july. My duration is 2 years. Thank goodness for that! I thought I will be gone for 4. I guess some would wana try going overseas. After all I always hear people telling me try atleast once to study overseas. It is an experience to remember. Now I got the chance and I am afraid I will not be able to accept it. I will be in an unknown area with total strangers. Shyt.. I know I am being paranoid. I will surely love the place once I get there. Right? After all Perth is like lakes all over and cold weather with sun above our heads. But I think I need my family there. Like for as short while.. Arh!! I am going insane just thinking of me being lonely there! Tapi kawan boleh buat. I hope I will not regret this. :(

A lot of things to be done before I leave. I will be leaving in a dorm fully furnished thus I just need to worry about my clothes and food. Things I would need to get ready NOW as the whole process takes 4-5 weeks to be processed successfully and boy, july is only 2 months away.

  1. Get my original copy of O's and Diploma cert for them to certify.
  2. Do my application form (UWA and University of Adelaide)
  3. Do online application form for my dorm room
  4. Purchase my graduation gown by monday
  5. Read my brochures for both the Uni by tonight

I can't believe I am really going this time!! Arh.. NTU eat your hearts out. You just lost one hard working Ladaayy! tsk tsk.. :p

May Allah give me strength and lots of courage there. Not forgetting to always stay on his path. Insyaallah. After all the only people I want to make proud of is my family.


Thursday, April 26, 2007
rants

It was a terribly bad day for me today. Already sick and yet I had to go down to my previous company to hand in my time sheet. Took a taxi and had to pay 13 bux for the fare. sheesh! 2 hours of my work pay gone. haha... And to make my day betta, it had some issues. Like the timing was nt correct lah .. bla2.. Like wad the hell? I was so tired and sick that in the end I just told the person; you know what, do what you like uh.. Just give me the pay I should get... I know it sounds stupid, It is after all MY MONEY we talking about here. But sick man.. I cannot talk much..and I obviously do not want to listen to her talking! I just leave it to IT not meant to be in my possession.

So I missed my RAOUL salesgirl interview today. Not really missed. I didn't plan to go. The interview is at a FJ Benjamin company. Somewhere in Orchard. I was lazy to walk there. It wa like 680metres far from the mrt station itself. Seriously being sick stops you from wanting to do so many things. So I guess I just have to wait for abg yusri offer at pay being 7.5 an hour admin job. haix... Atleast the pay is good!

Then DANISH came home yesterday! HOO YAH!! My baby! So I guess I missed him oh so much cause after he came I was like almost cured. I could Laugh, Shout, Sing along with him. He is sick too though so when he coughed, you know all those "kahak"? Arh.. I just felt like taking them out of his mouth so he won't have to suffer. Tapi apa kan daya... Glad I saw him.. Made my day.
The ones you want are hard to get
The one who want you
You either wana ignore
Or you keep on thinking
And the thinking process takes a Long time.
That's life
*winks*
K lah got to go now.. Going out to meet my secondary school friends..I know sick but still go out. HAHA it not easy to get them together lor.. So must go.. ahah.. BYE!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
24th april 07

2 more days before my job as a proof reader ends. I am currently sick now. Very sick infact. It started from me being tired and then coughing and then suddenly I lost my voice and now I have a flu with a sexy voice...Serak beb.. All Since sunday.. Kudos to that..*roll eyes*

Travelling to work has been quite an eye opener for me. Alot of things I experience on the train.
  1. Train is so pack that you only get to seat when its your stop
  2. You are squeezed like fishes cramped altogether in the net when caught
  3. You have to queue your way to go up the escalator
  4. A hot Mat Salleh stared then said hi to me when I didn't bother to acknowledge him. Shy lah.. hur hur

Moral of the story?

Everyone should try taking the train NOW at 8am! Its fast, reliable, air-conditioned and you meet hot guys! MUAHAHA.. k its crap. Maybe I am the only one to lag behind in experiencing all these. After all, I never needed to take the train early in the mornings till now.

Got the interview for RAOUL boutique this thurs at 10am! Hoo yahh.. Its great and un-stressful when you are not hard up to look for a job. And somehow I find it actually easy to get one. I guess its luck. Thank HIM for that..

So I am going to apply for UWA (University of Western Australia). Thus I might be leaving Singapore after all. Will be taking up triple E there since I might not be able to enter NTU. Ofcourse I am still praying very hard to get it But sometimes you just have to have a back up. I wana stress all my friends to please study hard. I have a good GPA and yet I am struggling to get into NTU. No matter how good your marks are now, there are always people better than you. So work hard for yourself no matter how much you dislike the course.

Tertiary has just started. Brother has gone to school and coming home late at night again. Seriously where does he find the energy to climb everyday. But he has got a nice body to thank his streinous training for. He just came back from krabi and boy the rocks there are HOT! I wana go next. Anyone wana come with me? Lets CLIMB!!


Friday, April 20, 2007
seminggu berlalu...

A week passed with such breeze. It is already friday, the last day of that week I work at Lionbridge Pte Ltd. It was tiring the first 2 days. Had to wake up by 7am and reached home at 7 pm. I would usually sleep like a log straight at 10pm. How long has it been since I slept that early? Secondary school days.. Got used to the routine though after awhile so much that last night I slept at 1am. The ride on the train is ugly. I have never needed to take the train in such crowded conditions. Lucky no one smells bad; so far. But I always had to stand. And by the time there is a place to seat, I only had a station left. But I guess you cannot have everything perfect for you.
I work in tanjong pagar by the way. HB Robinson Building. Very near lau pa sat.

Work as a freelance proofreader is though fun in a way that you sit in this air conditioned room, staring at the computer but you get to surf the net, listen to music and eat there. However sometimes it gets irritating cause you are reading the same stupid manual only in different languages; 21 to be exact. Some manual have more languages.

What is a proofreader? Well, what we do is basically you know the manuals that you have when you buy your handphone or any electronic device? Yea, we edit all those to perfection. Though there are still un-see-able mistakes at times ( come on lah, no one can read all those words and get all the mistakes right). So we edit punctuations, spacings, words. How do we edit the different languages that we don't know? We look for the important BOLD words that should be in it. It is quite simple lah only that we have to really strain the eyes.

So I get 7 an hour. And so far I think I have managed to clock myself 33 hrs... Not bad for a week right?
Will be doing everything again next week. The same old cycle.. haix... I am only doing it for the money. Plus next week I will be alone. Aida will no longer be there. I am wondering who do I talk to when I get bored and who do I go to pray with. Hai... HE keeps on testing me.. :(

Celebrating mummy's big day tomorrow. In replacement of her real big day which is 23 april '07. Where should I bring her eh? mmm...

I cannot wait for 3 things right now.
  • Graduation day so that I can see all my friends one last time before the guys leave for NS and some for work or overseas..
  • My NTU application. I am really hoping to get my full time course Triple E. I can only pray hard. Please.. give me this..
  • Pay day.. hur hur..


Monday, April 16, 2007
pictures

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Abg Feisal and his group 'salawating doa selamat' for dear cik ja.

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It was fun as they had kompangs to go along with the tune!

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The brother and Sister.


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Me and the brother..

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Me and Danish..My dear baby..Ugly seh muka!

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Ikhsan! Abg Feisal 3rd son.

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Hisap Lollipop

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Oreo's in my room!! NOO Messy!!

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2 other cousins of mine.

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She just came home today! A premature baby just like her abg danish.

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Cute kan!? I know...

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Isn't he adorable?

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OKay yes, by now you guys might be wondering what the heck is wrong with her. Semua pictures of baby. Well what can I say? I love them.. Hehe... These are pictures of the last weekend when we had a doa selamat cum Ma'ulud Nabi at my house. I love the kompangs being played. One whole Block heard it. Loving it! Tc!
Btw I started my job today! Tired already thus will be sleeping like very soon. Gotta start at 9am tomorrow. Holler me if you miss me! hehe

Friday, April 13, 2007
I've got this feeling

I've got this feeling...
It is neither love nor hate,
Neither jealousy nor possessing,
Not anger nor peace,
Not depressed nor cool,
Not sensitive nor inferior,
I've just got this feeling;
For You.
Yea....It is that confusing..
I was unable to sleep last night. Up till about 5am in the morning. Tossing and turning in my bed thinking. Thinking of alot of random thoughts which still did not come to any conclusion in the end. I felt so lost and worried about it that I felt like calling some people up to go out and loosen up. But who do I call at 5 in the morning? I thanked "him" when the lights in my grandma's room was turned on, getting ready for morning prayers. What was I thinking about which kept me up till wee hours I can only wonder.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Do relationships need glue?

Tired but still a routine for me to come online every night. The thrill of seeing a certain group of people, to chat all night with them, crap, laugh, fill my night of boredom with something to look forward to before I hit the bed.

Last night was no different. I went online to start chatting with all the friends there. Again got prompted by my cousin and we chatted. Came to a point where we were talking about if he knew a certain someone and he asked where I know this person, if we are dating, if he sound me. Then came the final blow when he said, " You are like so social. Laki mane pun main sebat ye". That dropped the bomb on me. I answered " Social yes, Sebat ye NO. You make it sound like I am so cheap, it hurts." Then I left. He then said " hmm.. thats not what I meant, peramah gitu, can make friends with anyone". I didnt answer. He did apologise after that by msging me on the phone but I could not accept it.

I guess I was hurt totally. I might have misinterpreted it wrongly but who could blame me.. Right? It did sound like I was some cheap girl. Or am I wrong? Should I forgive him? I don't want to seem petty cause I am not but it really hurt. Like I felt my heart break last night. Life.... So much pain.. Yet you need it to be stronger.

Makes me wonder if relationships need glue. You love each other one day and you hate them on another. I am not talking only about steadies but of families, friends as well. mmm...
So my mistake.. Lika did not have a crush on the waiter. Only on the cashier. HAHAH
BY the way... I got the job as a proof reader. Starting work on the 16th. Ends at 26th.. Hoo yah! Money rolling in ...

...

Home about an hour ago. Met all my 3 girls. After so long, we finally got time to lepaks. So the plan was to go to BUGIS but in the end we decided to just eat at simpang and chill. It was so fun! So I picked dayu up at about 750pm and after that nisa and lika from central at 8pm. We then drove to simpang. It was alot of laughters and horny things we talked about. Guys around us kept looking probably thinking we were not innocent people. But we are lah okaY! Lika had a short like the-whole-time-we-were-there-crush with one of the waiters there. Seriously with that girl, you can hardly stop laughing. After eating and 2 rounds of drinking, we decided to go for a ride to town. It was funny cause I actually felt that even if we were lost on the road, it would be fun like explore! We then passed the SINGAPORE EYE like 3 times! Then we went to Marina South Pier. We were about to go down when suddenly lika had an idea to share ghost stories. Unfortunately, dayu and lika are scared and since the place is quite 'keras', we all decided to just drive off and promise to come back again next time in the evening instead of night. It was a great drive with my 3 great friends. Miss those times when we actually get to see each other like everyday in school.

Well till next time.

Probably going to accompany dayu to changkat then to penthagon tomorrow.. Lets see how the mood goes.

Monday, April 09, 2007
great turnout

What was supposed to be a one day event with just the cousins having a dip at East Coast together with my dear danish turned out to be a 3 day 2 nights chalet booster fun! My dear boy cousin called at 230pm on friday after his prayers saying he had to pick me up. When I asked if he was going too he said NO padahal2. So was in the vast sea when suddenly found out that both our grandparents and makcik wanted to join us cousins too. After a cool dip, the makcik suddenly asked the nenek if she wanted to book a chalet there and surprise2 we got one. J10! Hoo yah

So for the past 2 nights I have been driven to and from the chalet. Driven by my cousin mohamad. I think i should start driving people now. Muahah. It was an alright event. Tiring as I fell on my butt alot of times due to roller blading just now( da lama tak blade lah) and cause everynight we went home like at about 3am.

Tomorrow is my Interview for my job as a proof reader at robinson road. Hope to get it. Pray hard for me!

Friday, April 06, 2007
rants

It is 51 minutes past midnight. Checked my email and YAY I got the job interview this monday as a freelance proofreader. Only for 2 weeks , 9-6 at raffles there and GET THIS, I get paid 7 BUX an hour! Calculated and I get 560 bux? HOW COOL IS DAT!! For 2 weeks of work.. I guess everything happens for a reason. You lose something and you gain yet another thing.

So have been blog hopping alot these days. What to do lah kan? Super bored with nothing much to do. Even reading has started to bore me. Saw some people's layout and even though it is very plain, the fact that they did it themselves makes it thrilling in a way. I have always wanted to learn how to do a blog skin but have never gotten myself around to it? I guess I had no time. And yes now I have all the time in the world but I guess now I dun have the tutor to help me with it. Excuses excuses. Who can blame me?

Mum and Dad driving off to Malacca tomorrow on a 2nd honeymoon so called. I am so sad. HAHA Only because I do not have the car with me. No lah seriously miss them sia. The only times I get to spend with them is weekends. They work till night on weekdays. Teachers life though stable is very tiring and takes up all their time. I have to try not to be like them. But I get this notion all the time that I will end up a teacher. After all I do have the makings of one. I am a nastily good one too!

Planned a last minute picnic tomorrow with my cousins at East Coast. Danish will be coming along. We are so goin to dip ourselves in the sea. Hoo yah

After so long me and my best friend had started chatting on msn again. It felt good. Remeninscing old times when we share everything. You feel so close to one another and you know you can count on that other person. Things have changed. I do not expect her to be able to be one whom I can rely on now again but I am glad that atleast we are talking alot more now.

So its april! A month plus since I graduated. Since I took my last exams in Temasek Polytechnic. I am just waiting now for my results for NTU. I really hope I get it. I do not know where else I wana be right now. End of may is the results. People pray for me. I pray for you guys too. Right now I am just sitting around waiting for job offers to come to me. Insyaallah I will get one soon.