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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Breeks and seoul

Eat Eat Eat!

That's the only thing I have been busy doing these days.

People have been telling me I have chubby cheeks now and yet I am still not controlling my eating.

Breeks at Airport Terminal 2

Then the family went to Isetan to get each of us a pair of crocs.. Love you mummy! thanks!!From left to right, Daddy, Sister, Me.. Bro already has one orange one.. Mummy? Well she says wait till she can walk again.. heheh.. Funky!!

Sis was screaming out of shock last night when I Boo-ed her when she came out of the toilet. And to think she was just discussing with the parents on what time to pick me up today. Muahahah

Browsed through DaniSh old photos and I found these.. Just felt like sharing it all over again. I just miss how we both used to be so damn close.. It just feels different somehow now. Maybe its better this way. Then when I leave again, it won't be so difficult. I promise not to get close to aqilah too. It will be too hard then.. *Hearts in pain*.

Labels: Its already been a week. My goodness, damn fast lah seh!

My grades
2007 Semester 2

Electric Energy Systems 65 C

Eng Comm ESL/EAL 73 C

Prac Elec & Elect Des III Pt 1 CN

Proj Manag for Electrical Eng 74 C

Signals and Systems 66 C

I could have gotten myself 2 DISTiNCTIONs (75 is distinction)! ARGH!!! So frustrating! This is so gona affect my GPA. SHYT!

Friday, November 23, 2007

home

I wasn't able to sleep the day before. I did not know if it was excitement or more nervousness that I might forget something. Plus the risk that I am taking, going home without knowing the results yet. I am just praying very hard that I do not fail any module for the semester. Insyaallah. So did the bedsheet laundry the night before at about 12am Adelaide time and thus was unable to have the comfy bed to sleep on. Was planning on sleeping on the couch in the living room when kumari, one of my housemates saw me outside and lended me her comforter to act as a bedsheet in my room. Thus with the couch seat as my head pillow and my bear2 as my bantal busuk, I slept up till about 6am for my morning prayers. Intended to sleep back But the stomach was simply churning away. No surprise there. It was just hours away..

Did some last minute checking around the whole room. Off-ed all the electricity plugs, said the goodbyes with the housemates and off I went to the lounge area. Met up with the 2 close-st friends who so nicely wanted to send yours truly off. Shall not be seeing them again the next semester. Will be different I guess having this feeling that at that apartment 89, you guys ain't there. But life has to move on. Glad for meeting you guys when I had the chance. A funny thing happened at the airport. Upon arrival, found out my luggage was 25kilos. Thank goodness, no need to pay extra baggage. Was inside for nearly an hour when me and kel checked my air ticket. We read boarding time 1255pm. And we both got shocked. We were so stupid to think that the plane left me already. I ran all the way in and then realised it says BOARDING TIME. I was laughing to myself all the way walking to the plane. Like seriously! Kel all your fault lah okAY! Mulut celupah lah seh! *cause he was sort of pissed off I was going home earlier and so he said things like hope you miss the plane yada3. *

In the plane was a damn cosy ride. There was hardly passengers on the flight. Around me was ample empty seats. I was able to seat anywhere I like which was the most funky part. Watched 3 movies on the plane, Qantas. Hairspray, no reservations and 1408! The food was yummy too! The steward and stewardess? hmmm.......

Seeing my brother after so long gave me so much excitement! Who? Yes its you idus.. or ingus.. heheh.. But what was so sickening was that, when I smiled so widely seeing him, he said "what time uh?". Cause I was suppose to reach at 630pm but I left the terminal only by 7pm. Like you can't blame me lah seh. Blame the plane lah! hahah.. Such a good welcome I had lah kan!? But I shall not say more since you were so nice to pick me up and help me with THE PLAN! heheh.. We then went to eat at Langgar BEDOK or what some may call Bedok Corner! ARGH! heaven! Seeing all those familiar asian faces and all the food you can eat(halal i mean) is so delicious! We ordered Ikan bakar and satay! Then went home..

Idus rang the bell. The maid opened the door. The mum was on the phone with the dad. Idus was lost for words. AIYAH! one two three, SURPRISE!!!!!!!!! The mother jumped back abit and suddenly said, AYAH, YAYA BALIK!! (Yaya come home!) Damn, that was not the plan! Now daddy knows I am home. The plan to surprise the dad the next day when he comes back from hongkong was ruined! But it was still a great effort uh. Atleast I managed to make people there then surprised, even the brother. Still got the sister and the paternal grandma who will be coming home on sunday from malaysia to surprise. Suddenly some aunts and uncles was called up by the aunty though I mentioned not to. Oh well, nothing new lah.. heheh.. Slept late that day, spending time talking to the mother and the brother.

Picked up daddy at the airport then and what a coincidence, he came out at the same belt and terminal I came out from the day before. haha.

Well, what have I been doing here past 2 days of my stay here? I met DANISH ofcourse! I was so sad when he didn't want me at first. But that lasted for only an hour. Thank God. He then became so close to me and now we are inseperable all over again. Makes me wonder how am I gona leave again later? This is so not an easy process. Coming home and leaving all over again. Its like breaking up only worse! I just love it here lah..

Things here new for me? Its HOT! Like sweaty hot unlike adelaide where its hot but you don't sweat. Erm food is NICE and CHEAP! Loved Ones are here. I get to drive! I feel like I am on a holiday more instead of being home. Lucky I have the car, or else I will not know what to do sitting around at home all day. Tv shows are so boring too..hmm... I just want the time to go slowly this time. Experiencing the days slowly and wonderfully.

Bliss..

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Aren't they just adorable?
And now? I am just listening to the music in the sister's room, with the aircon blasting on!

Labels: Got to eat my popeye, Wak Nakem, Langgar Bedok.

Still got my seoul garden, all the junky food, swensons, lau pa sat and ramen ten. Oh yea!!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

17th November '07

To sum the BBQ with one word. Wicked!
Tiring but fun is what I will say about the happening day yesterday. Fun as we all made new friends. I was glad that people did not feel awkward and did not feel left out. Unlike back at home, people here tend to be very open and friendly. Strangers at first sight then friends upon leaving. I just love that kinda thing.

I would like to take this opportunity to welcome the new friends and thank the old ones for helping out in any way they could have. It was a success only because you guys were they to support it.

Had a movie night after the BBQ and then slept the whole night through after. Well that's all updates you guys gona get for now. Counting down days to home. How many more days though eh? *counting fingers* Hoo Yah!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

erm

Hi Hidayah,

We are currently processing this and waivering the fee and will be in touch with you by Friday COB.

Kind regards,

Hien Tran

Telesales Service Team
STA Travel

YEA!!! I won!
I am so happy can..?
A good start to a new week. woohoo!

Preparing for tomorrows BBQ.
We got chinese dumplings, the normal chicken with bean sauce, thai green sauce and black pepper sauce, Cheng Teng, Ice cream, Chocolates, Bottles of soft drinks, Chips. I am so happy when I cook. Loving it..

Well till I see you..

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

thoughts

Temperature today is so much better. Windy though hot.

Spent the day shopping for goodies for the people back at home. I swear I love shopping! I thought it would be so much less fun to shop with guys but it proved to be wrong. Like I went to Tea Tree Plaza today with 2 of my classmates; both guys. They wanted to get stuffs for their gf's back at their respective hometown with me as their advisor. Muahaha. It was so fun!! But it was partly tiring as I had to model for them and all. And the funny thing is I had a fair share of wearing either a bigger size or a tad smaller size to fit their gf's sizes. So funky! I just love today. In the end I just got some chocolates for myself. And one of them is called chocolate flavored with chilli. Have you ever heard such a thing? Trust OZ to come up with one. sheesh..

I have to buy nougats. Swear it is so expensive lah. Why isit everytime someone goes to OZ, the family orders nougat of all the other things, I can only wonder.

I finally conclude that rumours about those singaporeans studying in australia do not stress out is officially a skank. Like people here are undergoing depression lah seh. I have friends who broke down. Not forgetting some who quit half way. Some who just gave up and went hung over for 2 whole nights. Some who was actually happy when they failed their test. And some post graduates actually broke down as their work load is taking its toll on them. Seriously whoever started the rumour ought to be checking their brains.

Been so bored at nights, I spent my time streaming on youtube or watching tv series. More appropriately, I have been spending time watching THE OC again. I so love summer! Hot shyt stuff. And tomorrow is the finals for so you think you can dance. And sunday is the finale for australian idol. YAY!! bz bz..

BBQ will be goin on as per normal on saturday. Gr8! So not looking forward to it. Just because.. Haha..

New words

Wicked
no worries
-ish
NOiiiii
whey?

Labels: I am gona miss you kak sha.. Shall not say no more.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Habis!

Finish!

Habis!

Bo liao!

I am finally free!!

One semester done..

I am finally sweating shyt here. Not that that is a gr8 thing. It is currently 37 degrees. Like seriously..? It doesn't help that it is humid & friggin dry here. Atleast back home its heat but moisturising. Argh! And my skin is peeling of lah can!? Super ugly.. Going out is pretty much a forceful torture.

Now that school is over. I have no idea what to do with the time I have here. And I have problems with my plane ticket. Cause of a stupid wrongly spelt name which by the way is just a letter, I have to fork out a huge sum of 200 AUD. Which part of I am a student and I have a tight arse budget didn't they get?! This is so daylight robbery lah seh!

Daddy is going to Hongkong and sis is goin to Malaysia yet again on the 19th. Like so lucky. And I will be goin home end of this month. Like yay! Holidays' for me too! And mum and dad has booked us a hotel in KL in december. Like double uber yay! I am so missing the wheels right now I can hardly wait. Not forgetting getting to meet all the loved ones again. The favourite cousins and the much awaited DANISH! Not forgetting also the lovable friends.

Labels: Kak sya.. I have to be drama lah seh.. Kalo tak entry dia is like super mendaks..No one will bother reading.

Kak Ame.. Thanks for the quite frequent messages and gifts on facebook and blog. Just so you know this little things you did made me go through the days here alone the first few months. Like seriously.. Thanks..

Friday, November 09, 2007

The exhiliration of having 2 papers finally over is just SoOo amazing! Like after a long week and a few more days, I had my first paper and the second just few hours before. And boy am I happy with my hard work. Well not for the 1st paper, I expected better, but I am cool with it. I have learnt that in a way, don't expect too much so you don't end up that much with disappointment. One paper left on tuesday. Gave myself a break today and soon I am on my way on that plane to be at a place where I was first brought to life into this facing-a-global-crisis world.

Soon, I am gona have to think about what I need to get for the important people back home. It would be so much easier to just get them to tell me what they want and I try as hard as I can to get it. And then I get people who tell me that I don't have to worry. They do not expect anything. But you know how they just tell that and it sort of does not help. Infact it instills a guilty conscience in me to actually make me have to get them something. On top of that, these people gave me $ when I left. I have been brought up well enough to know that it is the only right thing to do something in return. argh! This is so difficult!

I feel like getting highlights man. Like seriously. Like maybe, brunette color. Or turqoise! like seriously! You know just for the fun of it. I just feel so.. liberated! muahaha..
I seriously feel I am so made out for this studying abroad thingy. I am loving it baby!

And I seriously need to lose weight. Awh.. shucks!

Labels: I feel like I am having lesser and lesser things to talk about on my blog. Maybe it is time I just delete this thing. I have to stop some time.. Right? Right....

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

my secret

I am gona let you in on my secret.

I am an aneroxic.

I am no longer a virgin.

I am a single parent.

I am hating life.

I am dirty.

I am lonely.

I am pyschopathic.

I am in need of the light at the other end.

I am sick with them.

I am sick with you.

I let you in on my secret.

Will you do the same too?

Imagine one day some of your close friend(s) wrote that. Would you

Take it as a joke
Call the police, it seems serious
Call the family and see what they would do about it.

I am so bored right now..2 days to first paper. I feel prepared but I am not sure if I will be then. I was told it was gona be cold. Cold means only one thing. Hard to concentrate. Your energy is being wasted on keeping yourself warm. I will have to wear more layers but even then it seldom helps.

This day next week, is the last day of the semester. I cannot wait! Yee hAW!

Labels: Drinking strawberry juice blended by a housemate. Burpp!

Saturday, November 03, 2007

3's a crowd

So it is true

It happens in 3s

1st on thursday night,

then on friday night

and finally this saturday morning

The death of 3 people consecutively

One a malay teacher

One a close friend

And then a friend who died in his sleep

Lets pray for them

Bismillah Hil rahman Nir rahhim.

Shyt, I am friggin' shaken up by this. And I am on my way home soon. Goes to show it can happen to anyone, anytime.

MasyaAllah

end of the road..

It is gona start very soon. But how I wish it was sooner. The sooner you take it, the faster it gets done.

Every single questions have been tried. Or atleast so I thought. The moment you feel confident that you are finally ready to take the final paper, new questions pop out and your confidence level deteriorate. But then that would only mean you weren't ready in the 1st place right? The questions are pretty much the same. Only different numericals, different formulas to use; fourier, laplace or z-tranform. You start feeling jittery when you realise I know this but somehow I forgot how to do it. Oh well, I am just gona have to rely on HIM to help me out in times of need. Let us pray...

When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot, and hang on

It has been raining non-stop this week. Wait, it has not been raining, Call it drizzling. And that is so much worse cause it doesn't seem to stop. And all your plans to go out just falters. And then to make matters more interesting, the exam hall is 30 minutes walking distance from the house. And if it drizzles, how do you expect to reach there dry and comfy? I do not wana take the bus, as it is obvious with thousands of other candidates on the bus to go to the exam hall, it is bound to be full and you will surely be late if you wait for the next bus which usually comes in 25 minutes. Yes the bus here have friggin' time slots unlike back at home which comes every 5 minutes. So How? haiyo...

Just so everyone knows, it is nov 27th.

Home sweet heavenly home.

Labels: I am said to have grown fat! Oh greeaaATt!! *roll eyes*

And it is 1:40 pm here.


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Bro already has one orange one.. Mummy? Well she says wait till she can walk again.. heheh.. Funky!! Sis was screaming out of shock last night when I Boo-ed her when she came out of the toilet. And to think she was just discussing with the parents on what time to pick me up today. Muahahah Browsed through DaniSh old photos and I found these.. Just felt like sharing it all over again. I just miss how we both used to be so damn close.. It just feels different somehow now. Maybe its better this way. Then when I leave again, it won't be so difficult. I promise not to get close to aqilah too. It will be too hard then.. Hearts in pain. Labels: Its already been a week. My goodness, damn fast lah seh! My grades 2007 Semester 2 Electric Energy Systems 65 C Eng Comm ESL/EAL 73 C Prac Elec & Elect Des III Pt 1 CN Proj Manag for Electrical Eng 74 C Signals and Systems 66 C I could have gotten myself 2 DISTiNCTIONs (75 is distinction)! ARGH!!! So frustrating! This is so gona affect my GPA. SHYT! 12:27 AM · Friday, November 23, 2007 home I wasn't able to sleep the day before. I did not know if it was excitement or more nervousness that I might forget something. Plus the risk that I am taking, going home without knowing the results yet. I am just praying very hard that I do not fail any module for the semester. Insyaallah. So did the bedsheet laundry the night before at about 12am Adelaide time and thus was unable to have the comfy bed to sleep on. Was planning on sleeping on the couch in the living room when kumari, one of my housemates saw me outside and lended me her comforter to act as a bedsheet in my room. Thus with the couch seat as my head pillow and my bear2 as my bantal busuk, I slept up till about 6am for my morning prayers. Intended to sleep back But the stomach was simply churning away. No surprise there. It was just hours away.. Did some last minute checking around the whole room. Off-ed all the electricity plugs, said the goodbyes with the housemates and off I went to the lounge area. Met up with the 2 close-st friends who so nicely wanted to send yours truly off. Shall not be seeing them again the next semester. Will be different I guess having this feeling that at that apartment 89, you guys ain't there. But life has to move on. Glad for meeting you guys when I had the chance. A funny thing happened at the airport. Upon arrival, found out my luggage was 25kilos. Thank goodness, no need to pay extra baggage. Was inside for nearly an hour when me and kel checked my air ticket. We read boarding time 1255pm. And we both got shocked. We were so stupid to think that the plane left me already. I ran all the way in and then realised it says BOARDING TIME. I was laughing to myself all the way walking to the plane. Like seriously! Kel all your fault lah okAY! Mulut celupah lah seh! cause he was sort of pissed off I was going home earlier and so he said things like hope you miss the plane yada3. In the plane was a damn cosy ride. There was hardly passengers on the flight. Around me was ample empty seats. I was able to seat anywhere I like which was the most funky part. Watched 3 movies on the plane, Qantas. *Hairspray, no reservations and 1408! The food was yummy too! The steward and stewardess? hmmm....... Seeing my brother after so long gave me so much excitement! Who? Yes its you idus.. or ingus.. heheh.. But what was so sickening was that, when I smiled so widely seeing him, he said "what time uh?".* Cause I was suppose to reach at 630pm but I left the terminal only by 7pm. Like you can't blame me lah seh. Blame the plane lah! hahah.. Such a good welcome I had lah kan!? But I shall not say more since you were so nice to pick me up and help me with THE PLAN! heheh.. We then went to eat at Langgar BEDOK or what some may call Bedok Corner! ARGH! heaven! Seeing all those familiar asian faces and all the food you can eat(halal i mean) is so delicious! We ordered Ikan bakar and satay! Then went home.. Idus rang the bell. The maid opened the door. The mum was on the phone with the dad. Idus was lost for words. AIYAH! one two three, SURPRISE!!!!!!!!! The mother jumped back abit and suddenly said, AYAH, YAYA BALIK!! (Yaya come home!) Damn, that was not the plan! Now daddy knows I am home. The plan to surprise the dad the next day when he comes back from hongkong was ruined! But it was still a great effort uh. Atleast I managed to make people there then surprised, even the brother. Still got the sister and the paternal grandma who will be coming home on sunday from malaysia to surprise. Suddenly some aunts and uncles was called up by the aunty though I mentioned not to. Oh well, nothing new lah.. heheh.. Slept late that day, spending time talking to the mother and the brother. Picked up daddy at the airport then and what a coincidence, he came out at the same belt and terminal I came out from the day before. haha. Well, what have I been doing here past 2 days of my stay here? I met DANISH ofcourse! I was so sad when he didn't want me at first. But that lasted for only an hour. Thank God. He then became so close to me and now we are inseperable all over again. Makes me wonder how am I gona leave again later? This is so not an easy process. Coming home and leaving all over again. Its like breaking up only worse! I just love it here lah.. Things here new for me? Its HOT! Like sweaty hot unlike adelaide where its hot but you don't sweat. Erm food is NICE and CHEAP! Loved Ones are here. I get to drive! I feel like I am on a holiday more instead of being home. Lucky I have the car, or else I will not know what to do sitting around at home all day. Tv shows are so boring too..hmm... I just want the time to go slowly this time. Experiencing the days slowly and wonderfully. Bliss.. Aren't they just adorable? And now? I am just listening to the music in the sister's room, with the aircon blasting on! Labels: Got to eat my popeye, Wak Nakem, Langgar Bedok. Still got my seoul garden, all the junky food, swensons, lau pa sat and ramen ten. Oh yea!! 11:23 AM · Sunday, November 18, 2007 17th November '07 To sum the BBQ with one word. Wicked! Tiring but fun is what I will say about the happening day yesterday. Fun as we all made new friends. I was glad that people did not feel awkward and did not feel left out. Unlike back at home, people here tend to be very open and friendly. Strangers at first sight then friends upon leaving. I just love that kinda thing. I would like to take this opportunity to welcome the new friends and thank the old ones for helping out in any way they could have. It was a success only because you guys were they to support it. Had a movie night after the BBQ and then slept the whole night through after. Well that's all updates you guys gona get for now. Counting down days to home. How many more days though eh? counting fingers Hoo Yah!! 11:00 AM · Friday, November 16, 2007 erm Hi Hidayah, We are currently processing this and waivering the fee and will be in touch with you by Friday COB. Kind regards, Hien Tran Telesales Service Team STA Travel YEA!!! I won! I am so happy can..? A good start to a new week. woohoo! Preparing for tomorrows BBQ. We got chinese dumplings, the normal chicken with bean sauce, thai green sauce and black pepper sauce, Cheng Teng, Ice cream, Chocolates, Bottles of soft drinks, Chips. I am so happy when I cook. Loving it.. Well till I see you.. 9:38 PM · Wednesday, November 14, 2007 thoughts Temperature today is so much better. Windy though hot. Spent the day shopping for goodies for the people back at home. I swear I love shopping! I thought it would be so much less fun to shop with guys but it proved to be wrong. Like I went to Tea Tree Plaza today with 2 of my classmates; both guys. They wanted to get stuffs for their gf's back at their respective hometown with me as their advisor. Muahaha. It was so fun!! But it was partly tiring as I had to model for them and all. And the funny thing is I had a fair share of wearing either a bigger size or a tad smaller size to fit their gf's sizes. So funky! I just love today. In the end I just got some chocolates for myself. And one of them is called chocolate flavored with chilli. Have you ever heard such a thing? Trust OZ to come up with one. sheesh.. I have to buy nougats. Swear it is so expensive lah. Why isit everytime someone goes to OZ, the family orders nougat of all the other things, I can only wonder. I finally conclude that rumours about those singaporeans studying in australia do not stress out is officially a skank. Like people here are undergoing depression lah seh. I have friends who broke down. Not forgetting some who quit half way. Some who just gave up and went hung over for 2 whole nights. Some who was actually happy when they failed their test. And some post graduates actually broke down as their work load is taking its toll on them. Seriously whoever started the rumour ought to be checking their brains. Been so bored at nights, I spent my time streaming on youtube or watching tv series. More appropriately, I have been spending time watching THE OC again. I so love summer! Hot shyt stuff. And tomorrow is the finals for so you think you can dance. And sunday is the finale for australian idol. YAY!! bz bz.. BBQ will be goin on as per normal on saturday. Gr8! So not looking forward to it. Just because.. Haha.. New words Wicked no worries -ish NOiiiii whey? Labels: I am gona miss you kak sha.. Shall not say no more. 3:45 PM · Tuesday, November 13, 2007 Habis! Finish! Habis! Bo liao! I am finally free!! One semester done.. I am finally sweating shyt here. Not that that is a gr8 thing. It is currently 37 degrees. Like seriously..? It doesn't help that it is humid & friggin dry here. Atleast back home its heat but moisturising. Argh! And my skin is peeling of lah can!? Super ugly.. Going out is pretty much a forceful torture. Now that school is over. I have no idea what to do with the time I have here. And I have problems with my plane ticket. Cause of a stupid wrongly spelt name which by the way is just a letter, I have to fork out a huge sum of 200 AUD. Which part of I am a student and I have a tight arse budget didn't they get?! This is so daylight robbery lah seh! Daddy is going to Hongkong and sis is goin to Malaysia yet again on the 19th. Like so lucky. And I will be goin home end of this month. Like yay! Holidays' for me too! And mum and dad has booked us a hotel in KL in december. Like double uber yay! I am so missing the wheels right now I can hardly wait. Not forgetting getting to meet all the loved ones again. The favourite cousins and the much awaited DANISH! Not forgetting also the lovable friends. Labels: Kak sya.. I have to be drama lah seh.. Kalo tak entry dia is like super mendaks..No one will bother reading. Kak Ame.. Thanks for the quite frequent messages and gifts on facebook and blog. Just so you know this little things you did made me go through the days here alone the first few months. Like seriously.. Thanks.. 3:41 PM · Friday, November 09, 2007 mm The exhiliration of having 2 papers finally over is just SoOo amazing! Like after a long week and a few more days, I had my first paper and the second just few hours before. And boy am I happy with my hard work. Well not for the 1st paper, I expected better, but I am cool with it. I have learnt that in a way, don't expect too much so you don't end up that much with disappointment. One paper left on tuesday. Gave myself a break today and soon I am on my way on that plane to be at a place where I was first brought to life into this facing-a-global-crisis world. Soon, I am gona have to think about what I need to get for the important people back home. It would be so much easier to just get them to tell me what they want and I try as hard as I can to get it. And then I get people who tell me that I don't have to worry. They do not expect anything. But you know how they just tell that and it sort of does not help. Infact it instills a guilty conscience in me to actually make me have to get them something. On top of that, these people gave me $ when I left. I have been brought up well enough to know that it is the only right thing to do something in return. argh! This is so difficult! I feel like getting highlights man. Like seriously. Like maybe, brunette color. Or turqoise! like seriously! You know just for the fun of it. I just feel so.. liberated! muahaha.. I seriously feel I am so made out for this studying abroad thingy. I am loving it baby! And I seriously need to lose weight. Awh.. shucks! Labels: I feel like I am having lesser and lesser things to talk about on my blog. Maybe it is time I just delete this thing. I have to stop some time.. Right? Right.... 9:13 PM · Tuesday, November 06, 2007 my secret I am gona let you in on my secret. I am an aneroxic. I am no longer a virgin. I am a single parent. I am hating life. I am dirty. I am lonely. I am pyschopathic. I am in need of the light at the other end. I am sick with them. I am sick with you. I let you in on my secret. Will you do the same too? Imagine one day some of your close friend(s) wrote that. Would you Take it as a joke Call the police, it seems serious Call the family and see what they would do about it. I am so bored right now..2 days to first paper. I feel prepared but I am not sure if I will be then. I was told it was gona be cold. Cold means only one thing. Hard to concentrate. Your energy is being wasted on keeping yourself warm. I will have to wear more layers but even then it seldom helps. This day next week, is the last day of the semester. I cannot wait! Yee hAW! Labels: Drinking strawberry juice blended by a housemate. Burpp! 10:01 AM · Saturday, November 03, 2007 3's a crowd So it is true It happens in 3s 1st on thursday night, then on friday night and finally this saturday morning The death of 3 people consecutively One a malay teacher One a close friend And then a friend who died in his sleep Lets pray for them Bismillah Hil rahman Nir rahhim. Shyt, I am friggin' shaken up by this. And I am on my way home soon. Goes to show it can happen to anyone, anytime. MasyaAllah 11:00 PM · end of the road.. It is gona start very soon. But how I wish it was sooner. The sooner you take it, the faster it gets done. Every single questions have been tried. Or atleast so I thought. The moment you feel confident that you are finally ready to take the final paper, new questions pop out and your confidence level deteriorate. But then that would only mean you weren't ready in the 1st place right? The questions are pretty much the same. Only different numericals, different formulas to use; fourier, laplace or z-tranform. You start feeling jittery when you realise I know this but somehow I forgot how to do it. Oh well, I am just gona have to rely on HIM to help me out in times of need. Let us pray... When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot, and hang on It has been raining non-stop this week. Wait, it has not been raining, Call it drizzling. And that is so much worse cause it doesn't seem to stop. And all your plans to go out just falters. And then to make matters more interesting, the exam hall is 30 minutes walking distance from the house. And if it drizzles, how do you expect to reach there dry and comfy? I do not wana take the bus, as it is obvious with thousands of other candidates on the bus to go to the exam hall, it is bound to be full and you will surely be late if you wait for the next bus which usually comes in 25 minutes. Yes the bus here have friggin' time slots unlike back at home which comes every 5 minutes. So How? haiyo... Just so everyone knows, it is nov 27th. Home sweet heavenly home. Labels: I am said to have grown fat! Oh greeaaATt!! roll eyes And it is 1:40 pm here. 11:04 AM ·