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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Monday, April 17, 2006
My life.. My choice...My priority..

I am on the verge of breaking down!! I feel like everything or everyone is against me. Isit PMS? Or is my sensitivity level to high?
At first it was the 4 malay girls.. I still feel insecure around them. God it feels like the old secondary school days when girls just dislike me. Call it De Ja Vu. I guess in life you just have to have certain friends & enemies. Even if there is no reason as to why you should be enemies.

Then there is my business. Here I am busy with my school project and dance competition practise which is like this week and there my upline is indicating that I put other things as my top priority and not the Business. I mean I do have other obligations. I got my family, I got school, I got projects, dance.. And what does he have?? Just NS which does nothing really and this Business.. Yet I am still doing somethings' ok!! Not that I am not trying at all. Obviously he has all the time in the world. Then when I do not pick up his calls by accident he feigns to be pissed off and does not reply my message. *roll eyes* What am I to do? I guess I do not manage my time well then or people expect too much from me. I am still a Human Being after all. I need my space too, my own time. I need to do things at my own pace. I may be laid back but so what?? Everything in Singapore is too fast paced already. Relax people...

Patience.. It is something I have but it is thinning rapidly.