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Thursday, November 24, 2005
blaasss blaassss
I tried to post up my new hari raya jalan pictures here But the file is too big such that you will be able to see only half the picture.. Also being lazy to actually edit the pictures to fit it in my blog.. I decided to put it at friendster.So if you would like to have a look, look me up there aite...And so Alright now I've got 2 more jalan raya's with my secondary school friends & my MI friends. Both days back to back..haix...But its ok I guess. Collection pun banyak ah..tsk tsk..
So I was selected with some other SIP-MP people to go to this seminar from IES(some engineering thngy) at NLB. It was sooo Boring with a capital B..Most of us were sleeping halfway.But luckily we had friends with us. Like hana, fandi, Jack, Boris, Jialing, Lionel and the list goes on and on... The setoopid part is we had to go back to school to clock out..Is that mepek or wad??aiyo..
Aite 2 weeks of SIP almost over and I am feeling good still. Thank goodness. No breakdowns or depression---yet..Pretty excited to know what my whole project is about & also how it would all turn out in the end But our supervisor seems to only tell us the starting9as in the introduction?) How annoying. *roll eyes* Well 12 more weeks to go to end of semester..counting down :p
Yes ah.. Going to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire tomorrow night with my cousins. Heard reviews that it was GOOD. And Cedric is good looking..Yeah2 say whatever you like..I am a Harry Potter freak.. Whatever.. Its just interesting to know what its all about and how it is going to end.
Qoute of the day..
~ Learn to l0vE & appreciate everything But Never attach yourself to it.
So I was selected with some other SIP-MP people to go to this seminar from IES(some engineering thngy) at NLB. It was sooo Boring with a capital B..Most of us were sleeping halfway.But luckily we had friends with us. Like hana, fandi, Jack, Boris, Jialing, Lionel and the list goes on and on... The setoopid part is we had to go back to school to clock out..Is that mepek or wad??aiyo..
Aite 2 weeks of SIP almost over and I am feeling good still. Thank goodness. No breakdowns or depression---yet..Pretty excited to know what my whole project is about & also how it would all turn out in the end But our supervisor seems to only tell us the starting9as in the introduction?) How annoying. *roll eyes* Well 12 more weeks to go to end of semester..counting down :p
Yes ah.. Going to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire tomorrow night with my cousins. Heard reviews that it was GOOD. And Cedric is good looking..Yeah2 say whatever you like..I am a Harry Potter freak.. Whatever.. Its just interesting to know what its all about and how it is going to end.
Qoute of the day..
~ Learn to l0vE & appreciate everything But Never attach yourself to it.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Just thoughts for the day...
Tired from a hard day's work. Yesterday(19/11) was Kak Ida's wedding. Though it did not turn out well as the arrangements was not planned out properly, in the end the day ended with everyone Happy. Reached at 630pm and was straight away made to 'activate'. I was not even allowed to sit down and eat first. Simply because there was not enough people as kendarats'. It was alright the wedding; I guess. So now I have to accompany my cousins' tomorrow to the Groom's side. I'm not sure if I wana go But we will see how it goes.
So on thursday went out with Fair, Hana, Herman and Bashirah again for jalan Hari Raya. All 5 of us took Hana's car and Fair as the driver. It was so last minute planned. Luckily it turned out alright. Then Fair sent me home and we talked for awhile under my block about...stuffs.. Reached home around 120am.
Here are some photos taken for our outing on 7th november.
At Isa's House
At Firah's House
At My House
I just finished watching "I am Sam". I love that show. Teaches me that what a family needs is simply just Love & Patience. A very sad story of how a father and daughter got seperated just because the Father is a retarded.He has the brains of a Kid. People recommended him to give his daughter to a foster parents as his daughter who is only 7 years old is Much more smarter than him. However the daughter herself Loves the father so much that she still wants to live with HIM. The father had to go through alot to get his daughter back.He had to go thru humilation at court where people belittled him making him feel that he could not take care of his daughter. At one point the father even wanted to give up and give his daughter to someone more well-of than him for her to lead a happier life. BUT in the end he continued to fight on and won & got back his daughter. I cried at the ending. Shows and teaches me alot of moral values.
* When You Love someone it does not mean you have to be with that person. Seeing him Happy is good enough.
So on thursday went out with Fair, Hana, Herman and Bashirah again for jalan Hari Raya. All 5 of us took Hana's car and Fair as the driver. It was so last minute planned. Luckily it turned out alright. Then Fair sent me home and we talked for awhile under my block about...stuffs.. Reached home around 120am.
Here are some photos taken for our outing on 7th november.
At Isa's House
At Firah's House
At My House
I just finished watching "I am Sam". I love that show. Teaches me that what a family needs is simply just Love & Patience. A very sad story of how a father and daughter got seperated just because the Father is a retarded.He has the brains of a Kid. People recommended him to give his daughter to a foster parents as his daughter who is only 7 years old is Much more smarter than him. However the daughter herself Loves the father so much that she still wants to live with HIM. The father had to go through alot to get his daughter back.He had to go thru humilation at court where people belittled him making him feel that he could not take care of his daughter. At one point the father even wanted to give up and give his daughter to someone more well-of than him for her to lead a happier life. BUT in the end he continued to fight on and won & got back his daughter. I cried at the ending. Shows and teaches me alot of moral values.
* When You Love someone it does not mean you have to be with that person. Seeing him Happy is good enough.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
~WOWEE~
I have already gone through 2 days of school and I am Loving it!!
Yes I soooo like what my project has to offer. So far we have been doing this train lah.Nothing much yet But I gota tell you just doin the train takes us like 2 or 3 days..I wonder how long it will take us then for our whole project..hmmss..*thinking*
So I was late on my first day of school. Yah l.a.t.e; LATE!! I woke up and got ready by 8am actually. Then thinking that school is near I slept and got out of the house at 830am.Cycled to school and was late haixx..so unlucky..But i vow not to be late again..I Do Not want to take SIP next semester where there won't be hols and the duration is damn long!! So Luckily though nothing 'bad' happened. Bad as in kena punish or embarrased in front of people all that. Phew..!!
So today I went to SP with fair to watch mmsp(mr & miss SP). We were late for like half an hour simply because we could not find the carpark.. Fair complained "sekolah je besar carpark untuk motor takde". ahakx..So niwaex Yus got in to finals!!Congrats girl!!However fair did say that they were not pretty. mm*scratch head* sadly I had to agree with him.:P But the guy contestant m8 was good.He had character. Ok lah all in all.. We( fair, me, dayu, reza) had fun.Me and fair was Laughing here and there.. So finals is on the 23rd december. Lets see who wins!
*Some things happen without us knowing it.. What is one of them??Love...
Yes I soooo like what my project has to offer. So far we have been doing this train lah.Nothing much yet But I gota tell you just doin the train takes us like 2 or 3 days..I wonder how long it will take us then for our whole project..hmmss..*thinking*
So I was late on my first day of school. Yah l.a.t.e; LATE!! I woke up and got ready by 8am actually. Then thinking that school is near I slept and got out of the house at 830am.Cycled to school and was late haixx..so unlucky..But i vow not to be late again..I Do Not want to take SIP next semester where there won't be hols and the duration is damn long!! So Luckily though nothing 'bad' happened. Bad as in kena punish or embarrased in front of people all that. Phew..!!
So today I went to SP with fair to watch mmsp(mr & miss SP). We were late for like half an hour simply because we could not find the carpark.. Fair complained "sekolah je besar carpark untuk motor takde". ahakx..So niwaex Yus got in to finals!!Congrats girl!!However fair did say that they were not pretty. mm*scratch head* sadly I had to agree with him.:P But the guy contestant m8 was good.He had character. Ok lah all in all.. We( fair, me, dayu, reza) had fun.Me and fair was Laughing here and there.. So finals is on the 23rd december. Lets see who wins!
*Some things happen without us knowing it.. What is one of them??Love...
Friday, November 11, 2005
3 More days..
3 more days to re-opening of school..
I am so excited because this semester is my SIP(attachment) & my group and I got the project that we wanted..ANIMATION!! its called "CG animation 01". urms..If any of you is wondering what it is, we will be doing stuff like what you see on tv mobile. The one where some was done by ngee ann polytechnic that kinda thing. Got the cartoons pictures.. arggh so exciting..Though we will not get wages *Boohoo* and yah it will be in school, getting this project is one thing i am so looking forward to. Okay hopefully*cross fingers* it WILL be as interesting as what we envision it to be. If not, haix..can you imagine how broken hearted we will be?? So i will be putting my whole heart and soul in this thing. My group which consists of me, firah and manu will be aiming for A if not better; an AD(a distinction meaning). No more distractions. That is a promise.
So this semester I have decided that I want to cycle 2 school instead. Yeah believeable??hehe...why?hmm..well simply because this sem being the SIP period, we have got to be very punctual. I stress VERY. Having to clock in at 9am sharp the latest. It seems if you are a second late, you will have to proceed and clock in at the GO. VERY ridiculous.At least give some minutes grace lor. But then again since when has tp never been ridiculous??WHat with the 'fast' system.. I tell you it really is damn fast! Finish one whole semester in like 3+ months..siao!! So I will travel back and forth by bicycle. Any nice peeps out there wana accompany me?hur hur..
Ok so this is my new look. Erm some of you have seen me some have not. What to do, its either you or me been bz. Got good feedbacks about it. happy to hear that. hehe... been said i Look attractive with it by my 'abg'(and NO its not sham) and some frens both guys and girls.. :p of course there are some who ask why I cut my hair short. "Wasted" is what they said.. mmm blah2...I gota warn you tho i'm not a photogenic. Quoting what Nazari one of my fren said " honestly your pic does not do you justice.":) so Judge me only when u see me..
How nice??
Orite dayah logging out..cant wait for school to start. Missing my peeps..
I am so excited because this semester is my SIP(attachment) & my group and I got the project that we wanted..ANIMATION!! its called "CG animation 01". urms..If any of you is wondering what it is, we will be doing stuff like what you see on tv mobile. The one where some was done by ngee ann polytechnic that kinda thing. Got the cartoons pictures.. arggh so exciting..Though we will not get wages *Boohoo* and yah it will be in school, getting this project is one thing i am so looking forward to. Okay hopefully*cross fingers* it WILL be as interesting as what we envision it to be. If not, haix..can you imagine how broken hearted we will be?? So i will be putting my whole heart and soul in this thing. My group which consists of me, firah and manu will be aiming for A if not better; an AD(a distinction meaning). No more distractions. That is a promise.
So this semester I have decided that I want to cycle 2 school instead. Yeah believeable??hehe...why?hmm..well simply because this sem being the SIP period, we have got to be very punctual. I stress VERY. Having to clock in at 9am sharp the latest. It seems if you are a second late, you will have to proceed and clock in at the GO. VERY ridiculous.At least give some minutes grace lor. But then again since when has tp never been ridiculous??WHat with the 'fast' system.. I tell you it really is damn fast! Finish one whole semester in like 3+ months..siao!! So I will travel back and forth by bicycle. Any nice peeps out there wana accompany me?hur hur..
Ok so this is my new look. Erm some of you have seen me some have not. What to do, its either you or me been bz. Got good feedbacks about it. happy to hear that. hehe... been said i Look attractive with it by my 'abg'(and NO its not sham) and some frens both guys and girls.. :p of course there are some who ask why I cut my hair short. "Wasted" is what they said.. mmm blah2...I gota warn you tho i'm not a photogenic. Quoting what Nazari one of my fren said " honestly your pic does not do you justice.":) so Judge me only when u see me..
How nice??
Orite dayah logging out..cant wait for school to start. Missing my peeps..
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
##Feelings## Totally pissed of...
Ever felt irritated?
Ever felt like "shyt who the fuck do u think u are?"
Ever felt like saying " why the hell do You always have to point your finger at someone else?"
Ever felt like telling the person "Its your damn fault! Can't u sacrifice one damn day?"
Ever felt like giving up on the relationship?
Ever felt like you don't wana give a damn about what they feel anymore?
Ever felt like telling in d face "FUck off!!"
And with who?? Not your parents, not your partner BUT your close fren! yeah them..
I am feeling all that right NOW and I so don't give a damn if they feel it too.. I am taking the initiative to plan here and this is what happens. Then I have friends who actually took the day off from work too just to make it yet..others have to spoil it. Kalo reason baik tkpe ah ppl tapi some excuses mak ai. Be reasonable ah..There is no other freaking days!!wkends ye!!Sekolah da start pe..But then if u die2 still cant make it then ok ah..BUT if I cant make it on your allocated date jgn nak Buat perangai ah...Paham ah sial!So I give up.Seriously rule number 1, Do Not ever take the initiative to be the planner. Nak gi uat sendiri ah...aku ikot je kat belakang!!Macam sial betol.SPoilt my damn good mood!
Finally got to hang out with my poly friends...JAlan hari raye yesternite(monday). So everyone kumpul at my house at about 7+pm. Then we went to fair, isa, yongs, faz and firah house. I took the bike with fair while the rest naik kereta. NAik sakit buntut gue duduk!!Firah's house was damn big. Isa's and Yongs place was nice. Reached home at 1230pm. It was a gr8 day lah. And I wished it wasnt spoilt by 'someone'.
* Sabar separuh daripada Iman. Whatever the problem Just smile and take it in your stride.
Monday, November 07, 2005
~Salam Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin.~
Starting school on the 14th due to SIP. Am I excited ot not?? Its 8-6?!
4 days of Hari Raya celebration has passed. Ain't it fast? Do not know how much I have collected yet. So been to alot of places, met the same old faces, talk different craps, update each other on our miserable LIVES(not that we didn't update each other on msn already, so its more like continuing our 'stories') see new faces to the family dan merapatkan silaturahim. It gets boring every year. Guess it is because you are doing the same old thing again and again. Its like a repeated telecast only with different clothes and styles. haix..I am complaining so much..hhe..Maybe I am getting more matured lah for this things. Like one of my cousin says, "Who says Hari Raya was fun??Its just a day where all our makciks and pakciks come together to gossip and us kids to stuff our faces". So the true.
So I spent my whole Night or isit morning of saturday (1230am-630am) at simpang together with my cuxxies. My cuxxies include abg najib, abg mat, abg faris, abg dan, abg fir, abg ali, abg din, kak rah & kak jah. I thought it would be a boring event But it turned out well infact. We talked bout old times, about our aunties and uncles. We were basically confiding in each other lah. Laughed alot, criticised alot ahakx..the same old things members always do together. On top of that after yestenite I found out alot of things about our family members. I guess it is a kinda good way to do this once in a while. Keep each other updated.
Every one has problems. I don't know if people remember my problem with sham But I found out yesterday that one of my cousin had a worse outcome. I'm so sorry for her. To think she is still hoping to get him back after 7 months of seperation. The reason of the break up itself is already so ridiculous yet she wants him back. However I understand how she feels as I did not wana let sham go at that time either. I just wish her happiness and learn to let go.
* How long it takes to heal is not the issue, it is whether or not you want to let it go.
4 days of Hari Raya celebration has passed. Ain't it fast? Do not know how much I have collected yet. So been to alot of places, met the same old faces, talk different craps, update each other on our miserable LIVES(not that we didn't update each other on msn already, so its more like continuing our 'stories') see new faces to the family dan merapatkan silaturahim. It gets boring every year. Guess it is because you are doing the same old thing again and again. Its like a repeated telecast only with different clothes and styles. haix..I am complaining so much..hhe..Maybe I am getting more matured lah for this things. Like one of my cousin says, "Who says Hari Raya was fun??Its just a day where all our makciks and pakciks come together to gossip and us kids to stuff our faces". So the true.
So I spent my whole Night or isit morning of saturday (1230am-630am) at simpang together with my cuxxies. My cuxxies include abg najib, abg mat, abg faris, abg dan, abg fir, abg ali, abg din, kak rah & kak jah. I thought it would be a boring event But it turned out well infact. We talked bout old times, about our aunties and uncles. We were basically confiding in each other lah. Laughed alot, criticised alot ahakx..the same old things members always do together. On top of that after yestenite I found out alot of things about our family members. I guess it is a kinda good way to do this once in a while. Keep each other updated.
Every one has problems. I don't know if people remember my problem with sham But I found out yesterday that one of my cousin had a worse outcome. I'm so sorry for her. To think she is still hoping to get him back after 7 months of seperation. The reason of the break up itself is already so ridiculous yet she wants him back. However I understand how she feels as I did not wana let sham go at that time either. I just wish her happiness and learn to let go.
* How long it takes to heal is not the issue, it is whether or not you want to let it go.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
## Why don't I feel it?##
Just got back from Geylang with my cousins. Kak Sya, Kak Rah, Abg Mat, Abg Faris, Sarah & Asri. Wanted to shop for Asri's baju kurong yet ended up buying earrings and a pair of shoes. The place was not as packed as when I went with my parents. I guess it was because we were there like at about 12 midnight. Again the place was just crawling with the Mats & Minahs. Met Razif and his gf and also fitri. It was ok i guess the trip. Its fun when you hang out with your cuxins once in a while. Lurve them to bits!!
So 2 days ago on sunday I went to my business partners BBQ. It was at yishun in some condominum of Mr Benson's; one of our top person. It was aite. Made new friends like DIN, SALIHIN, FAZELEE, HAFIZ, MR FIRDAUS. Not forgetting some chinese peeps. Those who didn't know me thought I was some chinese gal. So I reached there at around 7 pm. Met Nurul and boy she seemed bored. We played games like wacko and secret number. Seriously how boring can it be!But we were suppose to know each other so guess they could not think of any other games but that.mm..
So only 2 more days to HAri Raya. Or wait is it 1 more day??Well no matter what, it's near...I'm not sure if I'm that excited about it? It seems like nothing special anymore. Also I didn't feel like my Bulan Ramadhan was done well this year. I didn't go for any terawih nor kiyamulai. I feel a sense of loss, sadness engulf me. Haix but it is too late for regrets now. I had a lot of chances to go yet I didn't. I am looking forward to the takbir though. Everytime I hear it I feel 'something'. I do not know what but I feel a combination of sadness, happiness, peace??And So I m wearing green this year. With my hair short n brown, black shoes, green earrings. And yah I have only one baju this year. Duno why! erm... Did i mention I did not feel any excitement this year?
So 2 days ago on sunday I went to my business partners BBQ. It was at yishun in some condominum of Mr Benson's; one of our top person. It was aite. Made new friends like DIN, SALIHIN, FAZELEE, HAFIZ, MR FIRDAUS. Not forgetting some chinese peeps. Those who didn't know me thought I was some chinese gal. So I reached there at around 7 pm. Met Nurul and boy she seemed bored. We played games like wacko and secret number. Seriously how boring can it be!But we were suppose to know each other so guess they could not think of any other games but that.mm..
So only 2 more days to HAri Raya. Or wait is it 1 more day??Well no matter what, it's near...I'm not sure if I'm that excited about it? It seems like nothing special anymore. Also I didn't feel like my Bulan Ramadhan was done well this year. I didn't go for any terawih nor kiyamulai. I feel a sense of loss, sadness engulf me. Haix but it is too late for regrets now. I had a lot of chances to go yet I didn't. I am looking forward to the takbir though. Everytime I hear it I feel 'something'. I do not know what but I feel a combination of sadness, happiness, peace??And So I m wearing green this year. With my hair short n brown, black shoes, green earrings. And yah I have only one baju this year. Duno why! erm... Did i mention I did not feel any excitement this year?