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A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
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No life ahead without them in my life..
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And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
Beep.....
Its still kinda blurry for me about last night. I am still languid.
Dan came like after what seem like ages. Managed to get rid of my misses for awhile.. Wanted to keep him for the night but time abounds me. So many things to handle at one time.
What with the cousing's wedding (rewangs) and the application and handling of the last minute tasks before I depart. I seriously suck this time HARD (haha get it?) with my time management issues. I guess being in Brain Dead Status for nearly 5 months now makes me alot more slower than I really am suppose to be.
So far I am quite ready for my departure on the 070707! Mentally and emotionally? I rather not talk about it. It is still a rollercoaster. And I am afraid it will continue to be even when I am there. People tell me, to get use to it in the nick of time, is by getting myself a boyfriend there. ( even the aunts) *How appropriate...* Yea right.. that will be a great distraction into helping me get my 1st class honors. I really want this honors. Its more for the parents. Forking out that much money for me obviously deserves something in return. This is the only thing I reckon would be the best gift they can ever receive. For them and For ME too.. May HE help me in all my future endeavours for he knows the best.
What happened last night got me home at 0500. Went to Baba Mail house to actually do nothing. I didn't feel like going as I was tired running errands for that evening. But I thought it was appropriate to help like enliven the house. You know before the wedding. It was HENNA night. Suppose to be able to play with the henna but I didn't feel up to it. Did I mention I was tired?
After which me, kak ra, abg mat and kak zana(think that's the name; kak sya's friend) went out at 2am for alittle bit of way-early-breakfast to a drive thru at East coast Mcd! Guess in what car? A YELLOW TUCSANI! It was hot! Windows down, we drove all the way to Marina South Pier next to eat our breakfast. Can lah passable..
I then couldn't sleep for the whole time wanting to wait for morning prayers altogether since it was already 0500. Only to realise when I woke up to the sound of the message beep, that it was already 1100. Great...
Dan came like after what seem like ages. Managed to get rid of my misses for awhile.. Wanted to keep him for the night but time abounds me. So many things to handle at one time.
What with the cousing's wedding (rewangs) and the application and handling of the last minute tasks before I depart. I seriously suck this time HARD (haha get it?) with my time management issues. I guess being in Brain Dead Status for nearly 5 months now makes me alot more slower than I really am suppose to be.
So far I am quite ready for my departure on the 070707! Mentally and emotionally? I rather not talk about it. It is still a rollercoaster. And I am afraid it will continue to be even when I am there. People tell me, to get use to it in the nick of time, is by getting myself a boyfriend there. ( even the aunts) *How appropriate...* Yea right.. that will be a great distraction into helping me get my 1st class honors. I really want this honors. Its more for the parents. Forking out that much money for me obviously deserves something in return. This is the only thing I reckon would be the best gift they can ever receive. For them and For ME too.. May HE help me in all my future endeavours for he knows the best.
What happened last night got me home at 0500. Went to Baba Mail house to actually do nothing. I didn't feel like going as I was tired running errands for that evening. But I thought it was appropriate to help like enliven the house. You know before the wedding. It was HENNA night. Suppose to be able to play with the henna but I didn't feel up to it. Did I mention I was tired?
After which me, kak ra, abg mat and kak zana(think that's the name; kak sya's friend) went out at 2am for alittle bit of way-early-breakfast to a drive thru at East coast Mcd! Guess in what car? A YELLOW TUCSANI! It was hot! Windows down, we drove all the way to Marina South Pier next to eat our breakfast. Can lah passable..
I then couldn't sleep for the whole time wanting to wait for morning prayers altogether since it was already 0500. Only to realise when I woke up to the sound of the message beep, that it was already 1100. Great...
Sunday, June 24, 2007
A dream within a dream
One day you finally knew
what you had to do,
and began,
though the voices around you kept shouting
their bad advice,
their discouragement,
though the whole house began to tremble
and you felt some tug at your ankles.
"Don't go!"each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You didn't budge
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers at the very foundations,
though their melancholy was terrible.
It was already late enough,
and only the thought of the important ones mattered.
Little by little,
step by step,
journey by journey,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn through the sheets of clouds,
and then there it was..
a new voice.
someone which you slowly recognized as your own,
that kept you company as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
a different world.
determined to do the only thing you could do
or want to do for that matter,
determined to save the only life that you could save.
Yourself...
An endless road...
the journey has only just begun..
Happy Big Day to Daddy Dearest..
Saturday, June 23, 2007
passing days
Just came home from Lau Pa Sat with the family. Konon like the last family dinner. I will be leaving like 7th july but by then all of us will be busy with school so thought did it now. Will miss these outings; period.
Out everynight for the whole week. Maths Bridging class from 7-10pm. Drove there and back. Have a short crush with one of the guy there until I saw how unhygienic he was. Blueh..talk about how Guys will always be guys. And Dayah will always be Dayah. Hur hur..
So tomorrow is the Pre-Departure talk at 1230. I swear I am so panicky right now. I have yet to receive my Ecoe. Its something you require to do your student visa. And I have only like up to 25th June. Seriously IDP is sooOoo Super Efficient lah. Any way, back to tomorrow, I will get to meet some of the seniors who will be guiding me throughout my whole stay there. Things I will need to remember to ask them are:
Out everynight for the whole week. Maths Bridging class from 7-10pm. Drove there and back. Have a short crush with one of the guy there until I saw how unhygienic he was. Blueh..talk about how Guys will always be guys. And Dayah will always be Dayah. Hur hur..
So tomorrow is the Pre-Departure talk at 1230. I swear I am so panicky right now. I have yet to receive my Ecoe. Its something you require to do your student visa. And I have only like up to 25th June. Seriously IDP is sooOoo Super Efficient lah. Any way, back to tomorrow, I will get to meet some of the seniors who will be guiding me throughout my whole stay there. Things I will need to remember to ask them are:
- What books should I get here first? It is apparently cheaper here.
- Can I bring my facial things or any liquid things there? It is said that you cannot bring 100ml more of liquid across.. mm..
- What & where do I look out for when I reach there? More like the food, the transport services.
- Do i have to bid for my timetable? Cause I heard not all uni require us to bid.
And maybe a whole lot more lah. I have like only 2 weeks left here. I am so not ready. I feel reluctant yet excited all at the same time. Like some things here are undone.
But one thing I do know is that, once I am there, during the holidays, places of interest I wana check out is Tasmania and Great Barrier Reef. And maybe, just maybe, take my bike license there. Since I am not allowed to take them here. mmm.. Haha Have not even start wif the semester, thing of holiday already. Insyaallah, I do know my one priority la.. To get a degree with honors and come back. Or not.. I might jolly well just continue with my masters there and get my whole family down there with me. yea.. One step at a time Dayah.. To my fellow friends, Always Begin With An End.
This Sunday, a doa selamat for me and birthday doa's for my daddy. Yay! Cuxins come hor.. Its at my house..*winks*
Out of the focus, Will be doing my hair on monday. I think. See how Busy I am not.
People I will miss are aplenty.
But the real important ones are the ones close to my heart.
Know who you are...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
taggy
Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
- Insomnia (started since I got very close to my dear cousins; nuff said)
- slacker (sometimes wonder if I should start panic-king more to get things done faster even though its still b4 deadline)
- loyal
- always been called the skinny kid in the block (now i think im voluptous; is that how u spell it? muahaha) *seen aneroxic ones people? so stop telling me im skinny!*
- vain? not at all ( kata slacker. you can see me outside with just a baggy shirt and jeans with hair tied into a messy bun; after all beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder)
- loves and cares alot about my dear cousins.. ( to bucci, i wan u to noe.. cause I love you i am gona say you are one STUPID girl! and i am serious, you know why)
- harry potter fan! Who isn't? cheh
- people dub me as an independent lady. Yet I seem to feel like I am not. Can You believe that I am actually afraid to be alone in Australia? That's not indepence now isit? nope...
- racer driver (usually gets me to trouble with, get this; NOT THE LAW BUT WITH MY PARENTS) khe khe..
- wants things which I know is impossible to get. always the case...
alryt... Thats it.. I dun think I need to tag anyone right? I mean the Rule does not state that I have to. So I shall rest my case here..
oh oh tagged by missy mastura.. ;)
love u bebss....
Monday, June 18, 2007
aku seram
Had my first maths bridging lesson today at IDP.
1st impression made me wonder if I am one of those nerds.
Thank god after a while, more came in and they look more like those average guys you would see on the streets. Amin.,
haha I am so mean.. I know.. What to say? I am a part time biatch.. hur hur..
Thought I was the only Malay there when in came this Malay guy. Phew! And he sat beside me.. Didn't talk but well knowing there is one other race of yours there is good enough. Not that Having only chinese around me bothers me..
Maths is a killer.. How long has it been since I did sums!? 16 months sak! OMG!! I was so karat lah! Lucky the basics was still in me..
There were only 6 girls in that 40 people classroom. Nothing new but I wish there was 7 girls.. 7 is a good number.. My favourtie number too.. Hahah. The guys are more those bunch of after NS ones. No Handsome ones. Got cute lah.. But well Lucky none is to my distraction..
Good news.. Hana will be going with me! Hers is 2.5 years though.. Who cares.. Now I am not alone.. YAY!! Me Parents are happy too and less worried.
Got my email and I am to leave on 7th july.. at midnight. Wow! I am leaving.. So guys kalo nak jumpe.. tahu lah msg ye k.. Hahah!!
Everyone loves dayah pe.. :p muahahah..
Another Class tomorrow.. haix.. Lucky its at 7pm.. chao..
1st impression made me wonder if I am one of those nerds.
Thank god after a while, more came in and they look more like those average guys you would see on the streets. Amin.,
haha I am so mean.. I know.. What to say? I am a part time biatch.. hur hur..
Thought I was the only Malay there when in came this Malay guy. Phew! And he sat beside me.. Didn't talk but well knowing there is one other race of yours there is good enough. Not that Having only chinese around me bothers me..
Maths is a killer.. How long has it been since I did sums!? 16 months sak! OMG!! I was so karat lah! Lucky the basics was still in me..
There were only 6 girls in that 40 people classroom. Nothing new but I wish there was 7 girls.. 7 is a good number.. My favourtie number too.. Hahah. The guys are more those bunch of after NS ones. No Handsome ones. Got cute lah.. But well Lucky none is to my distraction..
Good news.. Hana will be going with me! Hers is 2.5 years though.. Who cares.. Now I am not alone.. YAY!! Me Parents are happy too and less worried.
Got my email and I am to leave on 7th july.. at midnight. Wow! I am leaving.. So guys kalo nak jumpe.. tahu lah msg ye k.. Hahah!!
Everyone loves dayah pe.. :p muahahah..
Another Class tomorrow.. haix.. Lucky its at 7pm.. chao..
Ps: I so love this song.. The rhythm so nostalgic..
Sofaz... Janjiku..
Berulang kali ku mencuba memujuk dirimu cuba menjernihkan…
Pertelingkahan antara kita berdua…
Kau hilang dan terus membisu beginikah cara kau menghukum aku…
Atas kesilapanku menduakan dirimu…
Maafkan aku…
Tak terlintas difikiranku melukai kamu permainkan cinta
Yang telah kau berikan sepenuhnya padaku..
Tiada dua atau tiga pengganti dirimu pada kau yang satuKu abadikan cinta selamanya
Hanya padamu kekasihku…
Bukakanlah pintu hatimu
Izinkan aku kembali padamu…
Ku sesalkan perbuatan ku ini
Tak akan berulang lagi ku janji…
Terimalah ku kembali kasih…
Biarpun ribut melanda namun tetap aku berdiri menunggu
Agar terbukti janjiku padamu…
Tidakkah terdetik hatimu untuk memaafkan kesalahan aku
Berikan peluang sekali lagi…
Hanya ku pinta…
Bukakanlah pintu hatimu
Izinkan aku kembali padamu…
Ku sesalkan perbuatan ku ini
Tak akan berulang lagi ku janji…
(Bukakanlah pintu hatimu
Izinkan aku kembali padamu…Ku sesalkan)
Bukakanlah pintu hatimu
Izinkan aku kembali padamu…
Ku sesalkan perbuatan ku ini
Tak akan berulang lagi ku janji…
The video clip was sucky... but this song brought back ugly memories...
When I was a young kid...
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Cries
He was here
Smile plastered on my face
upon seeing him
He laughed with all the love he had
Time
The only thing seperating us apart
When do you know enough is enough?
Never
Its never enough..
He cried for me again
Wanting me to follow
I followed
Only to be stopped in mid-way
Those cries make my heart cry
I do wana follow
But how?
He left..
My heart broke...
His cries ringing in my ear
When will I see him again?
Will he remember me?
Will he remember US
Once I'm gone?
2 years..
Long time..
Hai...
The love of my life...
Danish
Hensem guy..
he and his smirk...
Friday, June 15, 2007
Finally...
At long last, a day to myself. My dear baby Danish has been with me ever since monday. Brought him to our chalet at Downtown east. He loves it there. His main attraction was the swimming pool. Viewers can see swimmers from underneath. Decided to bring him swimming then on tuesday and boy he loved it! Monday was normal. Checked in already so late so spent the whole day in the chalet. Going out only to eat. Danish spend all of the eating time at the arcade. That boy.. seriously.. Cik Anom and family came and had a little chit chat with the parents then got home.
Tuesday found us awakening only at 12 pm. Danish slept like a log at 12am the night before thus waking up late the next day. Spent the day playing in the chalet, going to the hospital as a cousin of mine met with an accident. A bike one on the way back to his Pizza Hut at Siglap. He had to screw his back bone. Ouch! Then when we went back from the hospital, Danish together with me and my sis swam in the pool.. Lovely..People were all looking at him cos a 2 yr old swimming in the deep pool. Not really swimming but playing with the water there. Miss it..Miss him.. Thought of going to escape theme park next but my dear baby must have been too tired that he slept at 815pm till the next day.
Only today did the other grandma came to pick him up. And he did not want to let me go. Wanted me to follow him.. :( But I cant! I am so sadden.. haix.. He is the only one true love of mine.. hehe..
Next, Finally I got my acceptance letter to University of Adelaide! Commencement date is 9th july. Thus I should be leaving by 1st week of july... Argh! I was already mentally set on going next year instead..I am so gona miss these Town! All of you wish me luck yah!
Will be watching Fantastic 4; rise of the silver surfer TODAY at 0020!!
I know.. this month has been like a movie marathon for me.. !! And I am loving it!
Toodles...
Tuesday found us awakening only at 12 pm. Danish slept like a log at 12am the night before thus waking up late the next day. Spent the day playing in the chalet, going to the hospital as a cousin of mine met with an accident. A bike one on the way back to his Pizza Hut at Siglap. He had to screw his back bone. Ouch! Then when we went back from the hospital, Danish together with me and my sis swam in the pool.. Lovely..People were all looking at him cos a 2 yr old swimming in the deep pool. Not really swimming but playing with the water there. Miss it..Miss him.. Thought of going to escape theme park next but my dear baby must have been too tired that he slept at 815pm till the next day.
Only today did the other grandma came to pick him up. And he did not want to let me go. Wanted me to follow him.. :( But I cant! I am so sadden.. haix.. He is the only one true love of mine.. hehe..
Next, Finally I got my acceptance letter to University of Adelaide! Commencement date is 9th july. Thus I should be leaving by 1st week of july... Argh! I was already mentally set on going next year instead..I am so gona miss these Town! All of you wish me luck yah!
Will be watching Fantastic 4; rise of the silver surfer TODAY at 0020!!
I know.. this month has been like a movie marathon for me.. !! And I am loving it!
Toodles...
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Johnny Depp!
Week has been BLAST-Y!!
Got to watch my Fave actor and Great cartoon!
I Lovee..... Johnny Depp's Wacky-ness..
Best actor ever..
Even brad pitt, tom cruise or keanu reeves can't beat him
the tix....
Look at his face. The bone structure.. So perfect.. So pointed..So Loveable..!
Found out his real name is..
John Christopher Depp II
9 June 1963
Owensboro, Kentucky, USA
5' 10"
Yes I am very much In Love with him...haha
Now I am waiting for Harry Potter.. Hoitz..
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
The Family Tshirt
Finally, a family t-shirt to be published.
- Get a design
- Select the colours
- Get the best publish-ing price
- Collect the money from family who wishes to buy
- Order
- Collect the already done tshirt
- Wear!!
So far 2 have been done... My deadline is to get all of it ready by 29th june. So that the day b4 the cousins wedding, we can all wear it at rewang. Won't that be Cool!? I just hope the one BIG family is supportive. That's the other problem 4 all Big gangs..... So hard to reach everyone at a time. mm.. But I shall prevail.. haha
The long rumi writing means "anak cucu cicit jaffar" And here You should be able to see letters "A", 2"Cs" and a number "15" representing the number of children my grandparents has..
Credits should go to my dear boy, Mr Q. Thanks for the hardwork..
Question now is... Which colour wording should I get for the black shirt? I like all 3 colours..The yellow seems endearing to me but the white would be so much cheaper.. but would you wana buy a shirt just cause its cheap or rather cause its HOT! and the red is just nice uh.. Help me choose ONE!! I have already asked the cousins and they did a fine job telling me to choose myself cause they like all 3 too!! Amin....
White, Red, Yellow... mmmmmm.......
Monday, June 04, 2007
Dirty Dancing......
It was screened Saturday Night; 2nd june at 1030 pm..
Watching it makes me wana GroOooveE!
Sexay....
I miss dancing already.
Cux, You think I can dance at the wedding.
tee hee
(short scenes of the whole story)
(3 of the full dances)
I wasn't sure how isit to post the youtube movie here..
Thus this is the best I can do...
Watch it.. The guy is Cute after a while..
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Wednesday & Today
Today was pretty much a busy week. I kinda feel like I was never at home. Either having to do chores, errands or pretty much just accompanying people roaming about the small island.
Just to mention the more important events was one which took place on wednesday night, a week after the graduation. A Bbq, held by a group of the ELN boys took place at east coast. I tagged along with hana since she was driving and I could not due to the 2 other excess loves I had to bring. It was pretty much alright. Could say it was an event where the atmosphere was expected. It was made for ELN malay students thus it was "kecoh" abit then it died down when everyone left group by group.
Days then just moved on till today. It was the Australia Open Day. Where IDP invites all the University's from australia to talk to us and explain the criteria, prerequisites, requirements. Well pretty much what we would like to know. I planned to miss the crowd thus reached at 1115. 15 minutes after it opened and YET it was already busy like as though it was already 1500. Who would have thought the whole of Singapore wants to study in Aussie *roll eyes*.
Thank God though I managed to get my information straight and applied for 2 more universities. UQ and RMIT. Its actually fun applying for so many but then choosing in the end, I guess is the tideous part. Alot of good prospects given to you, you will have a splitting headache. Guess that time is where your priorities will come in handy. So 2, 3 more weeks to wait for the offer to arrive. I can't wait!
And then was off to clementi. Uncle's open house. All the ustatz from Masjid Khadijah was present to start kick off the evening. Lovely tunes of doa's with kompangs. I swear, I love it when the whole block is able to hear the tune. I was on the ground floor & yet I heard their voice. It felt heaven.. Haha.. The best part of the evening though was when we got to eat! Shark Fin soup! Lovely....
So tomorrow, an aunt of mine will be cooking SUP TULANG for our religious class cum the 100th day of one of our nenek's death anniversary! My favourite! Especially when eaten at home. You have no care about your face turning disgustingly red cause the only people who see are your family. You eat like there is no tomorrow. Oh yea, oh yea...
Ps: blogging seems to be boring me off nowadays. I seem to type entries only to let my readers have something to read and no more for just me to rant away. I think I am losing my motivation to blog.. mmm.. That's good right....?
Just to mention the more important events was one which took place on wednesday night, a week after the graduation. A Bbq, held by a group of the ELN boys took place at east coast. I tagged along with hana since she was driving and I could not due to the 2 other excess loves I had to bring. It was pretty much alright. Could say it was an event where the atmosphere was expected. It was made for ELN malay students thus it was "kecoh" abit then it died down when everyone left group by group.
Days then just moved on till today. It was the Australia Open Day. Where IDP invites all the University's from australia to talk to us and explain the criteria, prerequisites, requirements. Well pretty much what we would like to know. I planned to miss the crowd thus reached at 1115. 15 minutes after it opened and YET it was already busy like as though it was already 1500. Who would have thought the whole of Singapore wants to study in Aussie *roll eyes*.
Thank God though I managed to get my information straight and applied for 2 more universities. UQ and RMIT. Its actually fun applying for so many but then choosing in the end, I guess is the tideous part. Alot of good prospects given to you, you will have a splitting headache. Guess that time is where your priorities will come in handy. So 2, 3 more weeks to wait for the offer to arrive. I can't wait!
And then was off to clementi. Uncle's open house. All the ustatz from Masjid Khadijah was present to start kick off the evening. Lovely tunes of doa's with kompangs. I swear, I love it when the whole block is able to hear the tune. I was on the ground floor & yet I heard their voice. It felt heaven.. Haha.. The best part of the evening though was when we got to eat! Shark Fin soup! Lovely....
So tomorrow, an aunt of mine will be cooking SUP TULANG for our religious class cum the 100th day of one of our nenek's death anniversary! My favourite! Especially when eaten at home. You have no care about your face turning disgustingly red cause the only people who see are your family. You eat like there is no tomorrow. Oh yea, oh yea...
Ps: blogging seems to be boring me off nowadays. I seem to type entries only to let my readers have something to read and no more for just me to rant away. I think I am losing my motivation to blog.. mmm.. That's good right....?