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Monday, May 28, 2007

random thoughts

Busy week. What with graduation and then the shifting of the house. Not forgetting the tasks of helping out in the preparation of my cousin's wedding. Alot of running here and there.

After having driven my maid to and fro from my condo house for the spring cleaning for our new tenant for the whole week, my family and I had to set up the whole house in proper. Climbing the window sill to fix up the curtains, mopping the floor, put the covers on the beds and washing the toilets for the last time. It was damn tiring. And I don't even get paid for this. hur hur.. Then the whole sunday was left with me picking up the aunts who comes to bedok for our religious lesson with abg feisal. And after dinner to send them back. I feel like a chauffeur who charges FOC.

So 6th june, ibu has booked us tickets to watch shrek 3! I am so excited... and I just can't hide it..

30th May is ELN Bbq. The funny thing is it is only for malays... errrkkk.. I don't really mind lah, I mean I know each and everyone of them turning up but I am so much closer to the chinese friends of mine. No I do not have anything against malays, I am one myself... A Muslim. But... Guess I just have to be a paintbrush for that day.

Next week is outing with all my TP friends. Gona catch the movie Pirates! I am so gona stare at the screen when Johnny Depp appears. He is So Dirty Hot! I am drooling just thinking of him.. *ya ryt* But he is not the only reason why I wana watch this show. There is Chow Yun Fatt, and the fact that they shot it at singapore! Welcome to "Xin Jia Po"!Of course he said Singapore..*roll eyes* I cannot wait..!

Next, my cousin messaged me this morning asking me to get some of my friends to help out as kendaratz for the wedding. But who can I get? Haven't I spell it out enough? I have more chinese friends than Malays! Is it appropriate to get the chinese to help out? Haha I can actually imagine some of the mak ciks or pak ciks who do not speak english asking them anything in general and they will be like "huh? Dui Bu Chi. Wo Bu Ming Bai " Haha *rolling on the floor* Well I will try though to get some friends to help out. After all they will also get paid and those who smoke will get free ciggy's during break time. So I guess that is motivation. Right? But is there any kind Malay friends of mine who would wana do this? Pretty Pleasseee.... *showing Puss in Boots sad face*

Then my baju kendarat for the wedding is done. I tried it and I have one slight problem. It is too sexy!! Normally it would be alright but this time It is Not. The tukang jahit made alot of her own changes saying I am young girl should follow the trend. Yadah3. But NOOOOO!!! Cause at the wedding, all the habibs from Masjid Ba'Alwi, Indonesia and Malaysia will be there. I cannot possibly wear something sexy. It is like totally out of the question. I will have to get somethin less revealing now but with such a short time.. How to!? Arghh...
Things just don't always go as planned. Shyt-o.

Lastly, I have come to a decision. I am gona choose perth, UWA once I get my offer. Only because, there is no drought there. By the time July semester starts, it is winter. And also because they offer degree with honors. On top of that, I have a family there whom I can stay with probably or maybe just go back to on holidays. Yay! Its set then.. Amin..

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Temasek Polytechnic Graduates Class of '07

Woke up at 0720 and got ready for my big day. Dressed up formally and rushed out with both my parents to school; Temasek Convention Centre. Upon reaching, I registered my attendance while both mum and dad ate breakfast at bread board. Met all my crew and was then sent off to TCC to put on our gown and be seated. We all had allocation on our seats according to the name and luckily I had Hana beside me with Rong Jian. We were mostly playing with names we saw on the booklet while the VIP's had their speeches and catching up on each other's lives after we officially had our last day in TP in the end of February. After that, each of us went on stage to receive our Cert and then reception time! Hoo yah... We were spending more of out time cam whoring.. The best day of the whole morning. Will miss the times spent there.. Well... Moving on...

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The picure explains it all... 0930 to 1130 was my graduation day!

My cousin "kaypoh" wanted to have some pictures taken with me

Aren't I suppose to be holding MY cert!?

Shhh.....

Hana, firah, me, and Siewhuan

All those friends from ELN we made over the years...

The 2 ladies who have fought, endured and loved each other time and again... Wind Spoil seh my hair!

One extra....But its okay lah.. Old Friends right?

the girls..

Me and one of my EXOR juniors... Aren't we belles!? muahaha

Say cheese...

Us all 3.. The juniors wif mua..

Im not short.... I'm tall.. Just that he is tall-er..hur hur..

Rong Jian and me.. Always has been a big brother

Place my gown correctly.. Picture is taking for the whole cohort.. must look nice...Zul tgk ape?

Waiting....for everyone to be ready..... still waiting...

Still waiting... bler nak game sak?

Hermione (hidayah) flying off to Hogwarts!

A walk down memory lane...

Texting people who thanked me for all the times and me thanking them too..for being there..

The end...

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Berbahasa Ibonda.

Ingin sungguh untuk berkarya dalam bahasa Melayu. Oleh sebab sering berbahasa Inggeris. Seminggu sudah berlepas dengan secepatnya. Hari2 dimintak berbangun pagi2 selepas subuh untuk menghantar ibu ayah dan juga adik ke sekolah. Selepas itu, disuruh menghantar bibik ke Wing Fong Mansions supaya dia boleh mengemas rumah itu untuk penumpang lain. Condo itu sangat kotor. Lipas dan cicak bersekitaran. Berlari-lari main sembunyi. Alhamdulillah sudah seminggu ini dibersih, rumah itu dah lah berseri sedikit. Rumah dah pun di cat.

Hujan lebat pada 2 hari yang lalu. Sejuk dan seronok. Katil memanggil-ku untuk meniduri kembali tetapi malang ada banyak kerja untuk diuruskan.

Insyaallah dalam 4 hari lagi, saya akan mendapat ijazah saya di Politeknik Temasek. Hati riang dan bersyukur untuk pergi begini jauh. Dan Insyaallah saya akan melangkah lagi jauh sedikit dan mempelajari jurusan Electrical dan Electronic Engineering di Australia. Berdoa lah untuk saya supaya selamat pergi dan balik. Amin.

Kenduri telah dimajliskan di rumah Pak Long hari ini. Habib2 di merata negeri telah hadir. Selalunya, masa begini, rumah yang 3 tingkat itu pun tidak mencukupi. Masyaallah. Lagi2 perempuan. Kita harus bersempit di dapur atau sebilik sahaja. Kaum Adam yang mengambil semua tempat. Bluek. Apa nak buat. Yang pasti, makan nya sedap.. hur hur.

Saya akan berhenti di sini sajalah. Banyak benda yang sepatutnya hendak ditulis tetapi andainya kamu tahu betapa susah nya hendak menulis dalam bahasa Melayu ini. Saya betul2 kena lebih menggunakan bahasa ibonda saya.

Ps: sorry for my english readers. Malays Only.. hahah

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The Maid

I have always been one who is unable to accept people into my life easily. I do not mean boyfriends only but people in general. And if I like that person & it starts from the very beginning I lay eyes on them then that is a good sign. I guess in a way its like I trust my own judgement into whether to accept them in my life asap or not. Then came the maid.

I have had 6 or 7 maids who had taken care of me since I was little. And so far only 2 I like. I am that hard to please. Or maybe everyone is like that. I cannot decipher how some people can accept these maids into their family so easily. I don't seem to be able to handle it very well. Some might misunderstand it as me being jealous of welcoming them. Its like another sister I never had. Another mouth to feed, another person who uses the electricity & ups the bill, another user who my parents will have to buy neccessities for. Its not jealousy. Period.

This maid I have now, I feel have been given too much face. So lets discuss what a maid is paid for. Work. Big Fullstop. Ofcourse not to the extent of killing her slowly by giving her ample work everyday but you know clean the house, take care of the elders etc. So I expect her to do just that. But these are the things she seem to be getting though.

New clothes which has given her actually a whole "drawer cupboard" to fill it up with.
2 FULL meals a day with snacks in between.
Accessories. *this what the hell for? Attract people? Errrrrr..... Is that what she is here for?*
She cleans the house but only sweeps and mops the floor. What about the cupboards? Dust sticks on them all the time!
Oh and she even gets to choose whether she wana go and help out at my relatives house or not. Without asking my parents permission. Like they will call and ask her to help them. I mean yea my relatives are wrong too but she is a human right? Doesn't she have the brains to know who her Sir and Ma'am is?
She even complains about how her body aches every sunday after our religious class here in my house.

To make matter worse, my aunty who is leaving with me pampers her like Hell! Letting her watch tv and asking her to sleep if she is too tired? And all this We didn't even know until now. Can you believe it!?

What the hell was that about!? Getting pissed off at her only is certainly an understatement. Seriously too much face has been given to her. The other 2 maids that I like are very different. Yes I know, everyone is different But as a maid, don't you have atleast one thing in common? You are here to work and do your job fully right.

I duno. I never really did like her. I tried. I mean I guess being in a different place with a different family is difficult. But now that you have a great family, can you please not take advantage of it. I cannot stand it. I cannot wait for the day she leaves. Urgh! MAIDS!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

I love YOU

Once you get too attached to a certain someone, it becomes so hard to let that person go. I have grown onto my Baby Danish that everytime I let him go to another relative of mine, my heart aches. And it aches much worse than when my ex's leave me. I miss the days I spent my time with him and him talking or calling out to me. Aiyo.. And I am not even a mummy yet.

Will obviously miss him uber much when I am in Aussie. Isit a fact that babies below the age of 3 will unfortunately forget you once they don't see you after a Long time? How about if he is 2 years and 7 months? I mean that is nearly 3. So will he still forget me? I hope NOT. I cannot afford to lose such a smart and cute baby once I come back. booo! Please Allah, let him never forget me.

Ok lah I wana watch Ugly Betty. Love the series!

Oh by the way happy mother's day to all who has already become a mother. *winks*

Saturday, May 12, 2007

urgh..

Can't really fathom my feelings today at this time and hour.
I feel frustrated and at the same time happy.
On the little bed of mine is my sweet little darling danish who never fails to make me smile.
And on the PC are old people I am talking to who never stops talking.
Well okay not Old people literally but matured human beings.
I have a feeling its PMS but then again, its been just one or two weeks since I had my last one.
So what isit that is bothering me?
I get fidgety at the smallest things people talk to me about.
I either find their questions too stupid or I don't bother to want to reply.
Then there are some who irritates you. Nothing new..
What is wrong with me today. I really need to know. Nothing bad happen in the day so what's pissing me in this time of the night?
I am certainly not tired as I feel refreshed.
Something is horribly wrong and I need to do something about it.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Tagged!!

Yea Been tagged by Fahna & Aida so I guess I got no choice but to do it.. So here it goes.....

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 peope to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog entry. =]

I used to talk to an "imaginary friend" when I am in the toilet. Seating on the toilet bowl every morning, is my daily routine(push out last night's waste). I would then pretend that I was someplace else having a chat with someone. Until my mum and dad told me that talking in the toilet means talking to the devil. I stopped forever. Yea I know, Disgusting!
I am a sucker for rainy days. And what is more, I seldom go out when I have nothing to do. So rain pouring down with the strong whishing sound (especially if at subuh) plus me on the cosy bed is heaven!
I am an easy waker. It started from young. For morning prayers, my dad would on the lights in the whole house and shout "SUBUH! SUBUH!". And if no one woke up, he would say " Nanti diselimut oleh kulit babi".*wrapped with pig's skin* That did the whole trick. Eversince then, I wake up easily and also a light sleeper.
I love to keep things in place. I am not so much a tidy person as I keep all the rubbish of the fond memories I might have spent on a particular day BUT I am not a messy person either. Sort of like abit of both lah eh. Which is good rite?
I used to sleep early. Think I got influenced by my cousin who sleeps in the wee hours of the morning. And eversince I spent alot of time with him during secondary school days till now, I have been an owl and yet still be able to wake up early the next morning if need be.
I have a big butt! Well atleast I think I do. Some people seem to disagree though. No need 2 elaborate lah. You see me and if you think its not big, fine. And if you think its big, Shutup and keep it to yourself. No... wait! Tell me...No... Ermm think You do what you seem fit. Just Double Check my mood.
Yea that's another point. I am fickle at times. AT TIMES okay. Not all the time. Girls are born to be that way what just as guys are born to be insensitive. Cannot help it. tsk tsk!
I am a loyal friend. Period. 1st impressions suck all the time for me but once you know me well, you will love me so much that you won't wana let me go.. muahaha..
I am an independent babe. Do I need to explain this? Up to you to believe me or not. Does telling you I am going to further studies overseas Alone helps with your decision?mmm..mebe not but I dun care.
Neither a very religious girl nor a wild one either. I do what all teen-agers do. I party, I rebel, I curse, I fight. But when it comes to missing my prayers and disrespecting my elders, that's a BIG NO NO to me. I know my boundaries. You got to have both sides to everything or it ain't fun.

Finally....I tag...

Lika... Cause she loves blogging and this would just be one other normal entry for her. She cannot complain then that I am wasting her time. tsk tsk
Ain.. Cause I love disturbing you...
Ash... So that this would be one entry where it has NOTHING to do with his already fucked up life. hehe... You know I love you :p
CM... I wana know you better. I miss you 1/4.. You keep so many things from us nowadays.
Q... cause I do not know who else to ask. Plus you always say about wanting to let your readers know you better rite? so Humour me lah...

~THE END~

Thursday, May 03, 2007

reckless driver or one of those days thingy...

Woke up at 6am, getting ready for my prayers. Was in the loo when my mum shouted for me to send her and my sister to school. Whatever happened to daddy? Well he got a case of his epilepsy this morning. So off I go sending my mum and sis to school. My mum had to spoil it first thing in the morning by telling me to drive carefully simply because last night, my parents and the brother was discussing my driving ability. I was frustrated when my mum said that my bro mentioned that I do not drive fast I just drive recklessly. WTF! Get used to it lah bro. Just get it that you are not of eligible age to get your license thus don't poke your nose into my business. Think You are so good? Prove it!

I mean how dare he say that. If you think I am so reckless then why the hell do you guys keep on telling me to drive? And then you give me this shyt about practising. Okay fine. Then How come you guys doze off whenever I drive? Doesn't that mean something? It means You guys trust me so much to drive carefully. I am like bummed! I dunno. Maybe it is just me but I guess if you guys were the one in my shoes, you all would prolly be able to understand the situation betta. I drive other people around too and they all said they felt safe with me. So 2 thumbs up to my brother. I just leave it to jealousy lar...Wait your turn..*roll eyes*

Sometimes I wonder if we are all like HIS toys. You know like what we are doing now, HE is actually moving our fingers and heads and hands; everything. I had that thought last night while trying to get some sleep. And then you know those car acidents, prolly he just needed to give some excitement abit and crash them all at one point of time. OK i think I am losing it. tsk tsk..

So now I am unsure If i wana go to UWA or Adelaide. I hear so many things about each one of them. I guess I shoul just stick to what my head tells me but arh... It is so damn hard. I need to choose, I hate choosing. I hate having options. I hate this. Blueh!

On a lighter Note: FAIZAL HAS PASSED HIS MOTOR BIKE LICENSE!!!


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After having driven my maid to and fro from my condo house for the spring cleaning for our new tenant for the whole week, my family and I had to set up the whole house in proper. Climbing the window sill to fix up the curtains, mopping the floor, put the covers on the beds and washing the toilets for the last time. It was damn tiring. And I don't even get paid for this. hur hur.. Then the whole sunday was left with me picking up the aunts who comes to bedok for our religious lesson with abg feisal. And after dinner to send them back. I feel like a chauffeur who charges FOC. So 6th june, ibu has booked us tickets to watch shrek 3! I am so excited... and I just can't hide it.. 30th May is ELN Bbq. The funny thing is it is only for malays... errrkkk.. I don't really mind lah, I mean I know each and everyone of them turning up but I am so much closer to the chinese friends of mine. No I do not have anything against malays, I am one myself... A Muslim. But... Guess I just have to be a paintbrush for that day. Next week is outing with all my TP friends. Gona catch the movie Pirates! I am so gona stare at the screen when Johnny Depp appears. He is So Dirty Hot! I am drooling just thinking of him.. ya ryt But he is not the only reason why I wana watch this show. There is Chow Yun Fatt, and the fact that they shot it at singapore! Welcome to "Xin Jia Po"!Of course he said Singapore..roll eyes I cannot wait..! Next, my cousin messaged me this morning asking me to get some of my friends to help out as kendaratz for the wedding. But who can I get? Haven't I spell it out enough? I have more chinese friends than Malays! Is it appropriate to get the chinese to help out? Haha I can actually imagine some of the mak ciks or pak ciks who do not speak english asking them anything in general and they will be like "huh? Dui Bu Chi. Wo Bu Ming Bai " Haha rolling on the floor Well I will try though to get some friends to help out. After all they will also get paid and those who smoke will get free ciggy's during break time. So I guess that is motivation. Right? But is there any kind Malay friends of mine who would wana do this? Pretty Pleasseee.... showing Puss in Boots sad face Then my baju kendarat for the wedding is done. I tried it and I have one slight problem. It is too sexy!! Normally it would be alright but this time It is Not. The tukang jahit made alot of her own changes saying I am young girl should follow the trend. Yadah3. But NOOOOO!!! Cause at the wedding, all the habibs from Masjid Ba'Alwi, Indonesia and Malaysia will be there. I cannot possibly wear something sexy. It is like totally out of the question. I will have to get somethin less revealing now but with such a short time.. How to!? Arghh... Things just don't always go as planned. Shyt-o. Lastly, I have come to a decision. I am gona choose perth, UWA once I get my offer. Only because, there is no drought there. By the time July semester starts, it is winter. And also because they offer degree with honors. On top of that, I have a family there whom I can stay with probably or maybe just go back to on holidays. Yay! Its set then.. Amin.. 3:25 PM · Thursday, May 24, 2007 Temasek Polytechnic Graduates Class of '07 Woke up at 0720 and got ready for my big day. Dressed up formally and rushed out with both my parents to school; Temasek Convention Centre. Upon reaching, I registered my attendance while both mum and dad ate breakfast at bread board. Met all my crew and was then sent off to TCC to put on our gown and be seated. We all had allocation on our seats according to the name and luckily I had Hana beside me with Rong Jian. We were mostly playing with names we saw on the booklet while the VIP's had their speeches and catching up on each other's lives after we officially had our last day in TP in the end of February. After that, each of us went on stage to receive our Cert and then reception time! Hoo yah... We were spending more of out time cam whoring.. The best day of the whole morning. Will miss the times spent there.. Well... Moving on... The picure explains it all... 0930 to 1130 was my graduation day! My cousin "kaypoh" wanted to have some pictures taken with me Aren't I suppose to be holding MY cert!? Shhh..... Hana, firah, me, and Siewhuan All those friends from ELN we made over the years... The 2 ladies who have fought, endured and loved each other time and again... Wind Spoil seh my hair! One extra....But its okay lah.. Old Friends right? the girls.. Me and one of my EXOR juniors... Aren't we belles!? muahaha Say cheese... Us all 3.. The juniors wif mua.. Im not short.... I'm tall.. Just that he is tall-er..hur hur.. Rong Jian and me.. Always has been a big brother Place my gown correctly.. Picture is taking for the whole cohort.. must look nice...Zul tgk ape? Waiting....for everyone to be ready..... still waiting... Still waiting... bler nak game sak? Hermione (hidayah) flying off to Hogwarts! A walk down memory lane... Texting people who thanked me for all the times and me thanking them too..for being there.. The end... 1:01 AM · Saturday, May 19, 2007 Berbahasa Ibonda. Ingin sungguh untuk berkarya dalam bahasa Melayu. Oleh sebab sering berbahasa Inggeris. Seminggu sudah berlepas dengan secepatnya. Hari2 dimintak berbangun pagi2 selepas subuh untuk menghantar ibu ayah dan juga adik ke sekolah. Selepas itu, disuruh menghantar bibik ke Wing Fong Mansions supaya dia boleh mengemas rumah itu untuk penumpang lain. Condo itu sangat kotor. Lipas dan cicak bersekitaran. Berlari-lari main sembunyi. Alhamdulillah sudah seminggu ini dibersih, rumah itu dah lah berseri sedikit. Rumah dah pun di cat. Hujan lebat pada 2 hari yang lalu. Sejuk dan seronok. Katil memanggil-ku untuk meniduri kembali tetapi malang ada banyak kerja untuk diuruskan. Insyaallah dalam 4 hari lagi, saya akan mendapat ijazah saya di Politeknik Temasek. Hati riang dan bersyukur untuk pergi begini jauh. Dan Insyaallah saya akan melangkah lagi jauh sedikit dan mempelajari jurusan Electrical dan Electronic Engineering di Australia. Berdoa lah untuk saya supaya selamat pergi dan balik. Amin. Kenduri telah dimajliskan di rumah Pak Long hari ini. Habib2 di merata negeri telah hadir. Selalunya, masa begini, rumah yang 3 tingkat itu pun tidak mencukupi. Masyaallah. Lagi2 perempuan. Kita harus bersempit di dapur atau sebilik sahaja. Kaum Adam yang mengambil semua tempat. Bluek. Apa nak buat. Yang pasti, makan nya sedap.. hur hur. Saya akan berhenti di sini sajalah. Banyak benda yang sepatutnya hendak ditulis tetapi andainya kamu tahu betapa susah nya hendak menulis dalam bahasa Melayu ini. Saya betul2 kena lebih menggunakan bahasa ibonda saya. Ps: sorry for my english readers. Malays Only.. hahah 1:16 AM · Wednesday, May 16, 2007 The Maid I have always been one who is unable to accept people into my life easily. I do not mean boyfriends only but people in general. And if I like that person & it starts from the very beginning I lay eyes on them then that is a good sign. I guess in a way its like I trust my own judgement into whether to accept them in my life asap or not. Then came the maid. I have had 6 or 7 maids who had taken care of me since I was little. And so far only 2 I like. I am that hard to please. Or maybe everyone is like that. I cannot decipher how some people can accept these maids into their family so easily. I don't seem to be able to handle it very well. Some might misunderstand it as me being jealous of welcoming them. Its like another sister I never had. Another mouth to feed, another person who uses the electricity & ups the bill, another user who my parents will have to buy neccessities for. Its not jealousy. Period. This maid I have now, I feel have been given too much face. So lets discuss what a maid is paid for. Work. Big Fullstop. Ofcourse not to the extent of killing her slowly by giving her ample work everyday but you know clean the house, take care of the elders etc. So I expect her to do just that. But these are the things she seem to be getting though. New clothes which has given her actually a whole "drawer cupboard" to fill it up with. 2 FULL meals a day with snacks in between. Accessories. this what the hell for? Attract people? Errrrrr..... Is that what she is here for? She cleans the house but only sweeps and mops the floor. What about the cupboards? Dust sticks on them all the time! Oh and she even gets to choose whether she wana go and help out at my relatives house or not. Without asking my parents permission. Like they will call and ask her to help them. I mean yea my relatives are wrong too but she is a human right? Doesn't she have the brains to know who her Sir and Ma'am is? She even complains about how her body aches every sunday after our religious class here in my house. To make matter worse, my aunty who is leaving with me pampers her like Hell! Letting her watch tv and asking her to sleep if she is too tired? And all this We didn't even know until now. Can you believe it!? What the hell was that about!? Getting pissed off at her only is certainly an understatement. Seriously too much face has been given to her. The other 2 maids that I like are very different. Yes I know, everyone is different But as a maid, don't you have atleast one thing in common? You are here to work and do your job fully right. I duno. I never really did like her. I tried. I mean I guess being in a different place with a different family is difficult. But now that you have a great family, can you please not take advantage of it. I cannot stand it. I cannot wait for the day she leaves. Urgh! MAIDS! 12:50 AM · Sunday, May 13, 2007 I love YOU Once you get too attached to a certain someone, it becomes so hard to let that person go. I have grown onto my Baby Danish that everytime I let him go to another relative of mine, my heart aches. And it aches much worse than when my ex's leave me. I miss the days I spent my time with him and him talking or calling out to me. Aiyo.. And I am not even a mummy yet. Will obviously miss him uber much when I am in Aussie. Isit a fact that babies below the age of 3 will unfortunately forget you once they don't see you after a Long time? How about if he is 2 years and 7 months? I mean that is nearly 3. So will he still forget me? I hope NOT. I cannot afford to lose such a smart and cute baby once I come back. booo! Please Allah, let him never forget me. Ok lah I wana watch Ugly Betty. Love the series! Oh by the way happy mother's day to all who has already become a mother. winks 9:51 PM · Saturday, May 12, 2007 urgh.. Can't really fathom my feelings today at this time and hour. I feel frustrated and at the same time happy. On the little bed of mine is my sweet little darling danish who never fails to make me smile. And on the PC are old people I am talking to who never stops talking. Well okay not Old people literally but matured human beings. I have a feeling its PMS but then again, its been just one or two weeks since I had my last one. So what isit that is bothering me? I get fidgety at the smallest things people talk to me about. I either find their questions too stupid or I don't bother to want to reply. Then there are some who irritates you. Nothing new.. What is wrong with me today. I really need to know. Nothing bad happen in the day so what's pissing me in this time of the night? I am certainly not tired as I feel refreshed. Something is horribly wrong and I need to do something about it. 12:23 AM · Sunday, May 06, 2007 Tagged!! Yea Been tagged by Fahna & Aida so I guess I got no choice but to do it.. So here it goes..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 peope to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog entry. =] I used to talk to an "imaginary friend" when I am in the toilet. Seating on the toilet bowl every morning, is my daily routine(push out last night's waste). I would then pretend that I was someplace else having a chat with someone. Until my mum and dad told me that talking in the toilet means talking to the devil. I stopped forever. Yea I know, Disgusting! I am a sucker for rainy days. And what is more, I seldom go out when I have nothing to do. So rain pouring down with the strong whishing sound (especially if at subuh) plus me on the cosy bed is heaven! I am an easy waker. It started from young. For morning prayers, my dad would on the lights in the whole house and shout "SUBUH! SUBUH!". And if no one woke up, he would say " Nanti diselimut oleh kulit babi".wrapped with pig's skin That did the whole trick. Eversince then, I wake up easily and also a light sleeper. I love to keep things in place. I am not so much a tidy person as I keep all the rubbish of the fond memories I might have spent on a particular day BUT I am not a messy person either. Sort of like abit of both lah eh. Which is good rite? I used to sleep early. Think I got influenced by my cousin who sleeps in the wee hours of the morning. And eversince I spent alot of time with him during secondary school days till now, I have been an owl and yet still be able to wake up early the next morning if need be. I have a big butt! Well atleast I think I do. Some people seem to disagree though. No need 2 elaborate lah. You see me and if you think its not big, fine. And if you think its big, Shutup and keep it to yourself. No... wait! Tell me...No... Ermm think You do what you seem fit. Just Double Check my mood. Yea that's another point. I am fickle at times. AT TIMES okay. Not all the time. Girls are born to be that way what just as guys are born to be insensitive. Cannot help it. tsk tsk! I am a loyal friend. Period. 1st impressions suck all the time for me but once you know me well, you will love me so much that you won't wana let me go.. muahaha.. I am an independent babe. Do I need to explain this? Up to you to believe me or not. Does telling you I am going to further studies overseas Alone helps with your decision?mmm..mebe not but I dun care. Neither a very religious girl nor a wild one either. I do what all teen-agers do. I party, I rebel, I curse, I fight. But when it comes to missing my prayers and disrespecting my elders, that's a BIG NO NO to me. I know my boundaries. You got to have both sides to everything or it ain't fun. Finally....I tag... Lika... Cause she loves blogging and this would just be one other normal entry for her. She cannot complain then that I am wasting her time. tsk tsk Ain.. Cause I love disturbing you... Ash... So that this would be one entry where it has NOTHING to do with his already fucked up life. hehe... You know I love you :p CM... I wana know you better. I miss you 1/4.. You keep so many things from us nowadays. Q... cause I do not know who else to ask. Plus you always say about wanting to let your readers know you better rite? so Humour me lah... ~THE END~ 1:45 AM · Thursday, May 03, 2007 reckless driver or one of those days thingy... Woke up at 6am, getting ready for my prayers. Was in the loo when my mum shouted for me to send her and my sister to school. Whatever happened to daddy? Well he got a case of his epilepsy this morning. So off I go sending my mum and sis to school. My mum had to spoil it first thing in the morning by telling me to drive carefully simply because last night, my parents and the brother was discussing my driving ability. I was frustrated when my mum said that my bro mentioned that I do not drive fast I just drive recklessly. WTF! Get used to it lah bro. Just get it that you are not of eligible age to get your license thus don't poke your nose into my business. Think You are so good? Prove it! I mean how dare he say that. If you think I am so reckless then why the hell do you guys keep on telling me to drive? And then you give me this shyt about practising. Okay fine. Then How come you guys doze off whenever I drive? Doesn't that mean something? It means You guys trust me so much to drive carefully. I am like bummed! I dunno. Maybe it is just me but I guess if you guys were the one in my shoes, you all would prolly be able to understand the situation betta. I drive other people around too and they all said they felt safe with me. So 2 thumbs up to my brother. I just leave it to jealousy lar...Wait your turn..roll eyes Sometimes I wonder if we are all like HIS toys. You know like what we are doing now, HE is actually moving our fingers and heads and hands; everything. I had that thought last night while trying to get some sleep. And then you know those car acidents, prolly he just needed to give some excitement abit and crash them all at one point of time. OK i think I am losing it. tsk tsk.. So now I am unsure If i wana go to UWA or Adelaide. I hear so many things about each one of them. I guess I shoul just stick to what my head tells me but arh... It is so damn hard. I need to choose, I hate choosing. I hate having options. I hate this. Blueh! On a lighter Note: FAIZAL HAS PASSED HIS MOTOR BIKE LICENSE!!! 12:23 AM ·