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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Secrets within secrets

I have a problem. I do want to talk about it but to talk about it would mean to let the secret out. Respecting a certain someone who trusts me with things stops me from being able to communicate properly with people around me. I am not able to speak directly but in circles. And when I do get to let it all out, the person I confide in to does not really decipher deeply cause he or she do not know the whole bigger picture. Even as I am writing this I feel like I am writing in one big circle only to come back to square one; not being able to talk about it and thus people unable to comprehend.. An even more irritating situation is when people think they do know what your problem is but in actual fact that is only a small part of it. And then an even more stupider situation would be, the thing or person you have a problem with Knows what your problem is but ain't doing anythin about it, or maybe is unable to. I have a problem. A big Problem. Who can I talk to that will understand the whole BIG Picture and keep this secret I keep, a secret?

If you want Love, Love you will get.

By changing the way you think of a situation, you change the bad energy.

I am not going to a dark place.

Try not to take things too seriously.

Its all easy to take in and remember BUT isit that simple to follow..?

Why do guys act as though you are their world at one time and then treat you as how they usually do on the other? You can never know what they are thinking at the time and then when you pull back, they get taken aback. It somehow is always us girls having to give in when they feel like being close to you and us girls having to understand why they are distant and thus us having to distant ourselves too even if we don't want to.


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