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Thursday, July 24, 2008

What I want for 21st?

A gift of hope
A gift of love
A gift of courage
A gift of faith
&
A gift of life

An irony when you complained so much about how you are gona have to spend your 21st over in the foreign land without your family. Then you have gotten ready all your invitations, your dishes you wana do, the place. You then realise you did not have to waste time on all that. Cause you will in the end get to spend it with the ones you love most, the family!

Yes, I am back. Back home, in Singapore. I just reached last evening at 5pm on the dot. A call the previous night from the mother left me shaken non stop and tearful. Daddy dear's tumour is back. Upon reaching, I saw the mum and the cousin seating and chatting. Hugged mummy dearest and waited for the brother to clock out from his SIP in TP and we headed straight to SGH. Daddy knew I was gona come back. He said he had a feeling and was asking why I did? Well with you like that, even if I was gona get married that day, I rather come back!! Spent the entire evening there and today too.

People come and go. All were surprised to see me but somehow mentioned they knew I was gona come back. Alot of people do not know too that I am already home. One particular uncle mentioned ayah' s face looked 'bengkak'. Whatever, negative they have to say always makes me uneasy. Can't they shut up!?

I felt ayah seems okay but I am only fine when I am with him. The moment I leave him there, I feel uneasy all over again. WHY!!??? He is scared this time, he told me. He is afraid he will not be able to work as a teacher again. Doctor's said the risk is 5% but it still is up to HIM. Well atleast he is honest.

I can't go on anymore about this. It just makes me think more. And the more I think, the more I am bothered. People please pray for him. A simple blessing can mean so much.

In all defense, I am glad it happened after the exams. And the birthday is august 3rd. I hope it will have a happy ending..

I love you daddy..


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