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A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
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No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..
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Thursday, July 24, 2008
What I want for 21st?
A gift of hope
A gift of love
A gift of courage
A gift of faith
&
A gift of life
An irony when you complained so much about how you are gona have to spend your 21st over in the foreign land without your family. Then you have gotten ready all your invitations, your dishes you wana do, the place. You then realise you did not have to waste time on all that. Cause you will in the end get to spend it with the ones you love most, the family!
Yes, I am back. Back home, in Singapore. I just reached last evening at 5pm on the dot. A call the previous night from the mother left me shaken non stop and tearful. Daddy dear's tumour is back. Upon reaching, I saw the mum and the cousin seating and chatting. Hugged mummy dearest and waited for the brother to clock out from his SIP in TP and we headed straight to SGH. Daddy knew I was gona come back. He said he had a feeling and was asking why I did? Well with you like that, even if I was gona get married that day, I rather come back!! Spent the entire evening there and today too.
People come and go. All were surprised to see me but somehow mentioned they knew I was gona come back. Alot of people do not know too that I am already home. One particular uncle mentioned ayah' s face looked 'bengkak'. Whatever, negative they have to say always makes me uneasy. Can't they shut up!?
I felt ayah seems okay but I am only fine when I am with him. The moment I leave him there, I feel uneasy all over again. WHY!!??? He is scared this time, he told me. He is afraid he will not be able to work as a teacher again. Doctor's said the risk is 5% but it still is up to HIM. Well atleast he is honest.
I can't go on anymore about this. It just makes me think more. And the more I think, the more I am bothered. People please pray for him. A simple blessing can mean so much.
In all defense, I am glad it happened after the exams. And the birthday is august 3rd. I hope it will have a happy ending..
A gift of love
A gift of courage
A gift of faith
&
A gift of life
An irony when you complained so much about how you are gona have to spend your 21st over in the foreign land without your family. Then you have gotten ready all your invitations, your dishes you wana do, the place. You then realise you did not have to waste time on all that. Cause you will in the end get to spend it with the ones you love most, the family!
Yes, I am back. Back home, in Singapore. I just reached last evening at 5pm on the dot. A call the previous night from the mother left me shaken non stop and tearful. Daddy dear's tumour is back. Upon reaching, I saw the mum and the cousin seating and chatting. Hugged mummy dearest and waited for the brother to clock out from his SIP in TP and we headed straight to SGH. Daddy knew I was gona come back. He said he had a feeling and was asking why I did? Well with you like that, even if I was gona get married that day, I rather come back!! Spent the entire evening there and today too.
People come and go. All were surprised to see me but somehow mentioned they knew I was gona come back. Alot of people do not know too that I am already home. One particular uncle mentioned ayah' s face looked 'bengkak'. Whatever, negative they have to say always makes me uneasy. Can't they shut up!?
I felt ayah seems okay but I am only fine when I am with him. The moment I leave him there, I feel uneasy all over again. WHY!!??? He is scared this time, he told me. He is afraid he will not be able to work as a teacher again. Doctor's said the risk is 5% but it still is up to HIM. Well atleast he is honest.
I can't go on anymore about this. It just makes me think more. And the more I think, the more I am bothered. People please pray for him. A simple blessing can mean so much.
In all defense, I am glad it happened after the exams. And the birthday is august 3rd. I hope it will have a happy ending..
I love you daddy..
Monday, July 14, 2008
Am I Independent enough?
I thought being away for a year has taught me to be independent enough. I realised I was wrong. Yesterday at 0930 adelaide time, I was left alone for the first time in the cosy house in Norma Street. The cousin then called at 1145 informing me of his boarding the SQ aircraft. Told me to have fun at my "worlds" and to call if need be. I always had someone around the house at the village (my 1st accommodation upon arriving in adelaide), thus was never really alone. This time, I feel like I have been shut out of the whole world and alone. Well, literally. 2 weeks is long but I shall persevere and not complain. Shall not bother him either. Let him have peace and fun at home with his family instead of worrying unneccessarily. It is only fair. InsyaAllah, HE will keep me company.
Exams ended a week ago. Realise how fast time flies? Before you know it, school reopens & my big day just round the corner. The 2nd time an important day for me and having to spend it in Adelaide. The past week have been quite fun. Cousin from UAE and a friend of the other cousin visited us before leaving yesterday and today. Travelled to the whispering wall, Melba's (a must go everytime someone comes), the big rocking house, Gorge Wildlife again, Victor harbor, Mount Lofty and the best event of all; we trekked up Morialta Water Falls. It was the most fitting, tiring but best experience ever! Pictures of this week will be up as soon as the cousin comes back which is in 2 weeks times.
Exams ended a week ago. Realise how fast time flies? Before you know it, school reopens & my big day just round the corner. The 2nd time an important day for me and having to spend it in Adelaide. The past week have been quite fun. Cousin from UAE and a friend of the other cousin visited us before leaving yesterday and today. Travelled to the whispering wall, Melba's (a must go everytime someone comes), the big rocking house, Gorge Wildlife again, Victor harbor, Mount Lofty and the best event of all; we trekked up Morialta Water Falls. It was the most fitting, tiring but best experience ever! Pictures of this week will be up as soon as the cousin comes back which is in 2 weeks times.
Picture updates:
- Melbourne Trip (Kak Ja & Abg An)
- Adelaide (Kak Ja & Abg An)
- Brisbane Trip (The 3 worlds)
- Adelaide (Ilyas & Hilmi)
Will be leaving for Brisbane tomorrow. Cannot wait to go as I do not intend to stay alone in the house for long. Hahx! Gona have fun!!!
