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Monday, January 21, 2008

crappy..

I feel like half a person. A person who lost half her soul. I have no strength to do anything. Not eat, not go out, not do anything. Yet the only reason I can think of is because I am sick. Yes Sick.. A month now. With the simplest disease. Flu, sore throat and fever. Nothing works. No visit to the doctor helped. Isit due to no rest? Is this how life after school is gona be like? Not enough rest? Then may be I should just dream to be a rich tai tai. Tsk, right! Currently on a 2 day mc. Hopefully with rest, I do get better. Infact, I feel better already. Just abit lethargic. We'll see.

4 weeks have passed breezily. Without realising that I only have 5 weeks left here. Paradise. Part of me do not wana go back. Alot of things have happened here. But another part of me knows home is Adelaide. Can you imagine? In a year time, I shall graduate insyaallah as an Electrical & Electronic Engineer. Just a year more. And then what?

Work in Goodrich has been a wonderful experience and fortunately still more to come. I am really grateful to alot of people for making me feel welcomed, loved, and shared new tricks for me to bring back home. 2 people I must really thank most is my dear cousin and her friend whom without their help, might not have been able to give me the opportunity to feel what working in an aviation company has to offer. Right now I am nothing but only more keen to get into this industry. A wise man once said to me. In work, you want only two things.. Money or satisfaction. If you have both, you are blessed. I shall keep this with me when I venture into the working world. Suddenly leaving Goodrich is the last thing on my mind. I know when I leave, alot of memories will be lingering at the back of my mind for a long time. Sadly, as they say, good things must come to an end.

Bintan trip with the paternal cousins this weekend. Hope to have a wonderful and fruitful weekend before I do leave. Atuks birthday party this 2nd of February. I hope everything do goes well. Ameen..

Ibu's leg is currently undergoing a pretty good recovery stage. She is now able to walk with crutches. Slowly, she will be able to walk fully. Insyaallah. Do pray.

Family shirt is kept on hold yet again. Could not get the best price for the shirt production. Being sick and busy with work also plays a part into why nothing is being done yet. Haix.. I am really tired. Why doesn't anyone volunteers to help? All they do is ask how it is coming along. Isn't that what family means? Helping? I have done almost everything. Did I mention I am tired?

How is my Social life? Being in a male dominated company, you ask me if there is social life or not. Ask the right questions. The question is do I want one? Who doesn't but since I am going home soon, what is the point? Make friends? And if something suddenly just spark then what? Only god knows what happens in this life I am facing. I am not shy, just matured..

I am already 20, going 21 soon. Will be celebrating it in Adelaide. Its just too fast..


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