family..
fahima

Lurves..
*YUS*
$CM$
@ika@
~SHA~MI~
!ana!
Futubi Ain
Semut
M@s2Ra
(MUM)

frens..
Kacuak
XX
Khairul
AsH TP
Lifang TP
Raihan
Kenny
Deanne
Aida
S@m
y0nGs
Q
Justina Oz
Kelvin Oz
Azilah
Siqqin
ShimIn
sassy;)
Loner

cuxxies..
Feffe
ame
Mai
sha
Ilyas
Bucci

Extras..
My Livejournal
MPP
interesting things
real life issues

Crazy week it has been. Been having so many feelings. One of happyness and sorrow. Stayed up in school till 7pm last night with the australians with the focus to do our lab project only to be distracted by facebook. Seriously, doing all the quizzes people do, never did I know can crack us all up. In the end, we managed to do one experiment lasting us 2 hours. Like didn't even progress lah. But that was the night when my team and I like finally bonded. Why do peole always find the connection when things come to a near end? I can only wonder.

Today started with research on my essay paper. Then went to school. It was freezing today at 10 degrees. On top of that, it was windy and drizzling. You can imagine how icy I felt waiting for the bus at the bus stop for more than 15 minutes. To make it worse, the bus stop is located infront of this office where they counsel troubled families. This white guy came out and sang its raining, its pouring, the old man is snoring. Yada2. I swear he was trying to get my attention. I was already alone and freezing, I was scared.. Luckily, another girl came and sat beside me. He shut up the whole time after. And then when I came home from school, this group of drunks I should say was running behind me and pushing each other. And suddenly all 3 of them fell and started laughing. AT that point, I was thinking, why am I experiencing weird things today? I just quickly paced off as fast as my legs could carry me. I had to get ready for iftar at the suburbs with the malaysians.

630pm. 3 minutes too late to break fast! I felt it this time. The sorrow that it has finally ended. Reached the house in the suburbs and about 10 of them were already eating. Introduced ourselves to one another. Made alot of good friends. We had like, kueh bahulu, porridge, oranges, bubur pisang(pengat), salad, air cincau, fried prawns, cakes, bubur hitam, banana cake, macaroni cheese, jelly. That's what I like about here. Strangers just go to each other's house and before you know it, you are friends. Everyone is welcome in everyone's lives. Then, we prayed maghrib and then had our takbir. When we read the takbir verses, it was so peaceful. The feeling that it was already raya was not mentioned but more coversations on how was our ramadhan? What did we do? What did we achieve? Did we get to fast full? It is so different from back at home. In Singapore, even before ramadhan ends, we are already discussing what to wear, when do we clean the house, what do you want to cook. I really felt the meaning of raya this year. We shared stories of what we knew what Hari Raya AidilFitri meant. We shared stories of why people before celebrated Hari Raya. Seriously, the atmosphere was totally different but enlightening. In a way I am happy I met this people. They opened the meaning of Raya to me in a different light.
After which we takbir all over again after praying Ishak as one big group. I so love it lah can.

Tomorrow is the start of the new month, Syawal. Alhamdulillah I manage to puasa full this year. Ameen. I just found out that apparently for puasa enam, we are not supposed to bayar our hutang together with the puasa enam. We are supposed to bayar hutang dahulu and then puasa enam. Well since I don't have to pay any back, I jolly well will just fast for another 6 days soon. Alhamdulillah!

Will be meeting Uncle Tomok at about 845 am tomorrow to Adelaide Mosque for sembahyang raya. Hope it turns out okay. I mean I ain't close to him lah kan..