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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Do relationships need glue?

Tired but still a routine for me to come online every night. The thrill of seeing a certain group of people, to chat all night with them, crap, laugh, fill my night of boredom with something to look forward to before I hit the bed.

Last night was no different. I went online to start chatting with all the friends there. Again got prompted by my cousin and we chatted. Came to a point where we were talking about if he knew a certain someone and he asked where I know this person, if we are dating, if he sound me. Then came the final blow when he said, " You are like so social. Laki mane pun main sebat ye". That dropped the bomb on me. I answered " Social yes, Sebat ye NO. You make it sound like I am so cheap, it hurts." Then I left. He then said " hmm.. thats not what I meant, peramah gitu, can make friends with anyone". I didnt answer. He did apologise after that by msging me on the phone but I could not accept it.

I guess I was hurt totally. I might have misinterpreted it wrongly but who could blame me.. Right? It did sound like I was some cheap girl. Or am I wrong? Should I forgive him? I don't want to seem petty cause I am not but it really hurt. Like I felt my heart break last night. Life.... So much pain.. Yet you need it to be stronger.

Makes me wonder if relationships need glue. You love each other one day and you hate them on another. I am not talking only about steadies but of families, friends as well. mmm...
So my mistake.. Lika did not have a crush on the waiter. Only on the cashier. HAHAH
BY the way... I got the job as a proof reader. Starting work on the 16th. Ends at 26th.. Hoo yah! Money rolling in ...