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Monday, January 09, 2006
~After all, I am a homo sapien~
Feelings
It has been Raining all day and since I slept late last night, I woke up today at 10 feeling groggy. 2 make it worse the heavy rain plus coolin' weather sure did not help. Unfortunately, I had my driving prac so I dragged myself off my comfy bed. Luckily for me I actually drove well today. No jerks no stallin' it was smooth sailing.
I got home and was planning 2 continue my sleep But found that I was not sleepy anymore. So I did nothing but laid on my bed. I was staring at the ceiling when I got a phone call from a private number. Surprise surprise!! It was I****. I wanted to put down the phone straight away but he said he just wanted to talk for awhile. So I listened. He was talking crappy stuff lah. About old times that I don't quite remember.Seriously!! So after he finished, I just said "cool, that's all?". Then we like left off with an awkward silence. And I started to think about...
..Mm.. this seriously made me wonder how feelings can change within a short time when something happens; be it good or bad. It was just months ago that I would die for him to call me. #well not die literally#I want to hear the voice of whom I thought was THE ONE. I want to see him all the time. Well everything you can think of doing with him & then suddenly you just don't bother about him at all. His life just does not matter to you anymore. Why? Because he had hurt you. He made you feel like a fool. He said things which made you feel like you are the whole world to him only to see it gone like nothing happened between you two. Well as the saying goes "Time heals all wounds".. However I believe that " Time does not heal the wounds, it just teaches you to cope!"
Having said all these I don't blame him entirely. I have learnt from my best friends *my parents* that I should learn to forgive & forget. Something which is hard but it is what Nabi Muhamad did so lets follow his example. Eversince I learnt how to forgive & forget, I have lead a happy-go-lucky life.
This goes out to my 'friends' too. I don't wana bother anymore if you speak ill behind me. Its childish but I have learnt to just smile it off.Just so you know that your words DO NOT sting me anymoreI have decided to treasure the great memories I had with my ex's. I have also decided that this is not the time to be tied down by One guy. They sure are not worth it. @oops! sorry guys! You know I love you :p@ Find loads of them. Then choose when the time is right. Sometimes The One is someone you do not expect him or her to be.
However I do come across people who, no matter what, feels that they have found The One and is willing to wait for them. Mm all I can say to these darlings of mine is I will be happy for you if It comes true. However don't hope too much. Cox if you hope, and it does not happen, the hurt will be worse, deeper. Trust me. *winks* Somehow one day You too will realise there is actually another person out there You can live with. Apa2 yang berlaku selalunya ada hikmahnya. Kita mesti yakin.
So this was what I was thinking about the whole time it was raining. And it is still raining!!gosh!!this is sooo cool!! well I guess I stop here. Selamat hari raya haji. assalamualaikum.
I LOVE you GUys who have stood by me all my life. You mean alot to me!!
It has been Raining all day and since I slept late last night, I woke up today at 10 feeling groggy. 2 make it worse the heavy rain plus coolin' weather sure did not help. Unfortunately, I had my driving prac so I dragged myself off my comfy bed. Luckily for me I actually drove well today. No jerks no stallin' it was smooth sailing.
I got home and was planning 2 continue my sleep But found that I was not sleepy anymore. So I did nothing but laid on my bed. I was staring at the ceiling when I got a phone call from a private number. Surprise surprise!! It was I****. I wanted to put down the phone straight away but he said he just wanted to talk for awhile. So I listened. He was talking crappy stuff lah. About old times that I don't quite remember.Seriously!! So after he finished, I just said "cool, that's all?". Then we like left off with an awkward silence. And I started to think about...
..Mm.. this seriously made me wonder how feelings can change within a short time when something happens; be it good or bad. It was just months ago that I would die for him to call me. #well not die literally#I want to hear the voice of whom I thought was THE ONE. I want to see him all the time. Well everything you can think of doing with him & then suddenly you just don't bother about him at all. His life just does not matter to you anymore. Why? Because he had hurt you. He made you feel like a fool. He said things which made you feel like you are the whole world to him only to see it gone like nothing happened between you two. Well as the saying goes "Time heals all wounds".. However I believe that " Time does not heal the wounds, it just teaches you to cope!"
Having said all these I don't blame him entirely. I have learnt from my best friends *my parents* that I should learn to forgive & forget. Something which is hard but it is what Nabi Muhamad did so lets follow his example. Eversince I learnt how to forgive & forget, I have lead a happy-go-lucky life.
This goes out to my 'friends' too. I don't wana bother anymore if you speak ill behind me. Its childish but I have learnt to just smile it off.Just so you know that your words DO NOT sting me anymoreI have decided to treasure the great memories I had with my ex's. I have also decided that this is not the time to be tied down by One guy. They sure are not worth it. @oops! sorry guys! You know I love you :p@ Find loads of them. Then choose when the time is right. Sometimes The One is someone you do not expect him or her to be.However I do come across people who, no matter what, feels that they have found The One and is willing to wait for them. Mm all I can say to these darlings of mine is I will be happy for you if It comes true. However don't hope too much. Cox if you hope, and it does not happen, the hurt will be worse, deeper. Trust me. *winks* Somehow one day You too will realise there is actually another person out there You can live with. Apa2 yang berlaku selalunya ada hikmahnya. Kita mesti yakin.
So this was what I was thinking about the whole time it was raining. And it is still raining!!gosh!!this is sooo cool!! well I guess I stop here. Selamat hari raya haji. assalamualaikum.
I LOVE you GUys who have stood by me all my life. You mean alot to me!!