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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
I'm Thankful
When you wake up
You see your house is in a mess
be thankful you have a roof over your head.
When you wake up
You read d papers & find out someone died or missing
be thankful you have your loved ones.
When you wake up
from a nightmare
be thankful that you can still be able to sleep.
When you look around
And see people suffering
be thankful you are well or healthy enough.
When you run home
after a big fight with your Boyfriend
be thankful that you find out the differences now.
When you eat out
& its only at a hawker place
be thankful you have food to put in your mouth.
When you realised
time is nearly up for you
be thankful that somehow, at sometime, at someplace
You Lived once in this wonderful world.
For I Am thankful..
ALHAMDULILLAH!
There are a alot of things to be thankful about in your life..
always look at the negative happenings positively..
Make a rainy day shine in your life..
As they always say everything happens for a reason..Mesti ada hikmahnya!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
%%Old Flames'%%
Today was a perfect day for sleeping. Was home late last night around 1am. Upon Reaching home my bed called me.. How comfortable it felt with the aircon turned on all that. So this morning I only woke up at 2pm. Ignored all calls or messages I recieved. * I was that tired*
Then got a call from Idayu asking if I wana go for the BBQ Mum has prepared for us. I was shock lah.. I did not even know it was today. Then I did not really wana go as I was too tried but after much thought orang tu dah buat kan datang ye lah. And I sure did not regret going:)
Met dayu, yus & farhan around 545pm and reached Mum's house at nearly 6+pm. Her other 'anak buah' was already there. Like firdaus, auf, haidar, kamil, malik, khai, sheikh, beol and some others whom I do not recognise. When I reached I heard beol telling auf " eh hidayah makin jambu ah...(luffing abit) alamak dia dengar eh?" At first it was only us 4 talking among ourselves. Then I started talking to khai n sheikh. Then malik talked to me then beol then suddenly all of us were talking together. I did not even know that Malik was from tp.Kept on asking my life in Tp all that.Plus he knows my cousin Najib and ramadhan. Small world it is. Then around 10 we all went to Mum's house to chill and talk. It was gerek ah. But there was one topic Beol talked to me about which I Soo detest.. He said " eh dulu korang budak express sombong ah". *red face* Why isit do the normal people always think that way? They don't talk to us also mah. Its both parties seh. But we do not say "eh bdak normal sombong seh". So we were arguing lah. the express versus the normal.. Hha I tell you it was chaotic!! But in the end we both parties started laughing.. So I just reached home at 11pm. Thanks to Azmi aka beol who sent us home with his subaru car.:)haix...still that crazy fun guy.
So now some of you might be wondering what has my entry got to do with my title. Well..mm azmi used to like me.. When I saw him today I did not really bother until we started talking? MM apart from being a gentleman, he prays and he respects people. It kinda draw me to him when I saw him Praying.Yes he smokes and a heavy one at that too plus he used to be a gangster. But this shows people do change eh? Love talking to him I guess.. then sheikh n khai started telling me about rahman still waiting for me. Should be about 6 years already. ANd now I am thinking about the guys I used to like and vice versa. *thinkings*
Well no matter.. I had fun today ah.. No regrets man.. Hope Mum do it again. It is the only time we all get to meet lah kan. Miss my secondary school batch of people; the seniors & my batch of graduatees! No other time in my life has the people been as Fun,best as this!
Well so the day is already gone.. Time moves so damn fast lah. We gotta move on.. I gotta move on.. Will cherish these memories. Muacks!!
Then got a call from Idayu asking if I wana go for the BBQ Mum has prepared for us. I was shock lah.. I did not even know it was today. Then I did not really wana go as I was too tried but after much thought orang tu dah buat kan datang ye lah. And I sure did not regret going:)
Met dayu, yus & farhan around 545pm and reached Mum's house at nearly 6+pm. Her other 'anak buah' was already there. Like firdaus, auf, haidar, kamil, malik, khai, sheikh, beol and some others whom I do not recognise. When I reached I heard beol telling auf " eh hidayah makin jambu ah...(luffing abit) alamak dia dengar eh?" At first it was only us 4 talking among ourselves. Then I started talking to khai n sheikh. Then malik talked to me then beol then suddenly all of us were talking together. I did not even know that Malik was from tp.Kept on asking my life in Tp all that.Plus he knows my cousin Najib and ramadhan. Small world it is. Then around 10 we all went to Mum's house to chill and talk. It was gerek ah. But there was one topic Beol talked to me about which I Soo detest.. He said " eh dulu korang budak express sombong ah". *red face* Why isit do the normal people always think that way? They don't talk to us also mah. Its both parties seh. But we do not say "eh bdak normal sombong seh". So we were arguing lah. the express versus the normal.. Hha I tell you it was chaotic!! But in the end we both parties started laughing.. So I just reached home at 11pm. Thanks to Azmi aka beol who sent us home with his subaru car.:)haix...still that crazy fun guy.
So now some of you might be wondering what has my entry got to do with my title. Well..mm azmi used to like me.. When I saw him today I did not really bother until we started talking? MM apart from being a gentleman, he prays and he respects people. It kinda draw me to him when I saw him Praying.Yes he smokes and a heavy one at that too plus he used to be a gangster. But this shows people do change eh? Love talking to him I guess.. then sheikh n khai started telling me about rahman still waiting for me. Should be about 6 years already. ANd now I am thinking about the guys I used to like and vice versa. *thinkings*
Well no matter.. I had fun today ah.. No regrets man.. Hope Mum do it again. It is the only time we all get to meet lah kan. Miss my secondary school batch of people; the seniors & my batch of graduatees! No other time in my life has the people been as Fun,best as this!
Well so the day is already gone.. Time moves so damn fast lah. We gotta move on.. I gotta move on.. Will cherish these memories. Muacks!!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
@@Real or Fake??@@
We all need friends in this world. Tell me who doesn't? BUT....ask yourselves;
Are they real or fake?
Do they stab behind your backs' or do they find out 4 themselves?
Do they laugh WITH or AT you quietly?
If they mean well or actually enjoy hurting you more silently?
Are they really happy for you or is there jealousy underneath?
Its scary, come to think of it. It's hard to trust. Seriously I do not even know if I can trust the people around me now.mm.. I do not know why I am writing this entry. Well.. actually I do but somehow I cannot put it in words. you close friends of mine out there You know me " I tend keep things to myself & only let go when I'm forced to." *sighs*I am living right now day by day asking myself is he/she trustworthy? Worth of my TRUE friendship? But I do realise that life is not perfect. And it will never be as, If today was perfect then what is the use of tomorrow right?:)
I am just going to smile everyday acting as if nothing is happening Yet observe. Its been awhile since i used my observation skills right idayu?Hehx.*winks*
And today is Another day I have to go through again.. Well I can make it..After all I have for the last few years:) Life is too short, so live it to DA Fullest! lagi2 dunia dah nak qiamat:p
Qoute of the DAy:
Do You know what the greatest distance in this world is?
It is the distance when your friends, families everyone or anyone you are related with Don't believe that you Love them for real.
Are they real or fake?
Do they stab behind your backs' or do they find out 4 themselves?
Do they laugh WITH or AT you quietly?
If they mean well or actually enjoy hurting you more silently?
Are they really happy for you or is there jealousy underneath?
Its scary, come to think of it. It's hard to trust. Seriously I do not even know if I can trust the people around me now.mm.. I do not know why I am writing this entry. Well.. actually I do but somehow I cannot put it in words. you close friends of mine out there You know me " I tend keep things to myself & only let go when I'm forced to." *sighs*I am living right now day by day asking myself is he/she trustworthy? Worth of my TRUE friendship? But I do realise that life is not perfect. And it will never be as, If today was perfect then what is the use of tomorrow right?:)
I am just going to smile everyday acting as if nothing is happening Yet observe. Its been awhile since i used my observation skills right idayu?Hehx.*winks*
And today is Another day I have to go through again.. Well I can make it..After all I have for the last few years:) Life is too short, so live it to DA Fullest! lagi2 dunia dah nak qiamat:p
Qoute of the DAy:
Do You know what the greatest distance in this world is?
It is the distance when your friends, families everyone or anyone you are related with Don't believe that you Love them for real.
Friday, January 20, 2006
~DAnce Competition~
SO I did not got to school on Thursday just for this dance competition of mine. Seriously you dance sistaz of mine owe me 16 bux k..For my medical cert!!heee...
Well I slept like the whole day lah.. Until I got a call from shuling asking me what time am I gona be there..It was around 345pm? So i quickly wash up abit n got ready into my hot PINK costume. The journey on the mrt to clark quay was like a boring one. It was long...and tiring..I had to stand!!haix.. SO upon reaching Clark Quay, I met up with shuling n xueling then we were off to momo. Being a first timer in a club I was actually not 'jakun' seh. The place was like bright lah since it was only 430pm like that.. the place was packed with the pageant people already getting debrief-ed. So we dancers were told to sit down first & wait for our make-up artist and hair stylist. After my make- up GOD!!I look damn white!! Yus said like memoirs of geisha!!haha... Luckily I could like tone d colour down abit. Then I told my hair stylist to make my hair messy n bouncy..So far so good lah...
Then at around 9pm the competition started.. I was not even nervous lah for it.. I soo duno why. But I had fun dancing. Then there was like camera's everywhere taking your pics. Ok lah..In the end we got 2nd. Well to me it was good already lah 2nd..We managed to like start practise for 2 weeks only. Short time You Know..I love YOu dance bebs of mine..*winks*
Waiting for results
Just posing
shake that booty!!
Then today we had our open house..And I was made active with my SIP team members. From like 12-3. MM I only had to present like 3 or 4 times?I don't quite remember. We had no business haha.. But that is exactly what we wanted..:P..
Well got 2 present again tml...then go for jam n hop!!whooppee!!...
Muacks
~dayah outs~
Well I slept like the whole day lah.. Until I got a call from shuling asking me what time am I gona be there..It was around 345pm? So i quickly wash up abit n got ready into my hot PINK costume. The journey on the mrt to clark quay was like a boring one. It was long...and tiring..I had to stand!!haix.. SO upon reaching Clark Quay, I met up with shuling n xueling then we were off to momo. Being a first timer in a club I was actually not 'jakun' seh. The place was like bright lah since it was only 430pm like that.. the place was packed with the pageant people already getting debrief-ed. So we dancers were told to sit down first & wait for our make-up artist and hair stylist. After my make- up GOD!!I look damn white!! Yus said like memoirs of geisha!!haha... Luckily I could like tone d colour down abit. Then I told my hair stylist to make my hair messy n bouncy..So far so good lah...
Then at around 9pm the competition started.. I was not even nervous lah for it.. I soo duno why. But I had fun dancing. Then there was like camera's everywhere taking your pics. Ok lah..In the end we got 2nd. Well to me it was good already lah 2nd..We managed to like start practise for 2 weeks only. Short time You Know..I love YOu dance bebs of mine..*winks*
Waiting for results
Just posing
shake that booty!!
Then today we had our open house..And I was made active with my SIP team members. From like 12-3. MM I only had to present like 3 or 4 times?I don't quite remember. We had no business haha.. But that is exactly what we wanted..:P..
Well got 2 present again tml...then go for jam n hop!!whooppee!!...
Muacks
~dayah outs~
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Confessions of a lethargic teen-ager
Monday then Tuesday then Wednesday then all of a sudden its the start of the week again.
Why is Mr Time moving so rapidly forward??
What the hell is He catching?
So many things I need to do.
I need to do research on my Major Project.
I need to Finish atleast half of my Project and I only got 5 weeks left & trust me thats NOT alot of time!
I need to go for dance practises.* which I must comment I am so sorry girls if i made you worried whatsoever*
I need to go for my driving lessons.
I need to listen to my siblings crap!*well ok not crap, I need to teach them Maths! Argghh*
And the list goes on & on.
Don't you wish sometimes time just stands still??
But of course that will never happen. You just have to move together with it.
All I want now is TIME..for Myself.
So the dance competition is drawing VEry neaR!!
Its this ThursDAY!! at 730 pm.. At club momo...
BE THERE>>>>We need your support.. Totally!
So I went shopping with my 2 dear long time poly friends today{ahaks LOng time kape}
FIRAH & MANU!!
Thx alot you 2!! THey helped me pick out my dance costume. It was a short shopping spree lah But what to do?
We did not have TIME!! Emphasise Again; Time*rolls eyes*
If you wana see how it looks like COme down to MOMO!!Hehe
Finally Guess what people!! I got into AEROSPACE!!!
If some of you do not have any idea what that course does, it specialises in airplanes.
Can You believe it??I got in!!I am so excited cum happy cum nervous.
I am afraid I will not do well. There are lots of modules as compared to the other courses provided.
BUT you can do whatever you aim yourself to do..*winks*
Well that's it then
Dayah OUts..
Why is Mr Time moving so rapidly forward??
What the hell is He catching?So many things I need to do.
I need to do research on my Major Project.
I need to Finish atleast half of my Project and I only got 5 weeks left & trust me thats NOT alot of time!
I need to go for dance practises.* which I must comment I am so sorry girls if i made you worried whatsoever*
I need to go for my driving lessons.
I need to listen to my siblings crap!*well ok not crap, I need to teach them Maths! Argghh*
And the list goes on & on.
Don't you wish sometimes time just stands still??
But of course that will never happen. You just have to move together with it.
All I want now is TIME..for Myself.
So the dance competition is drawing VEry neaR!!
Its this ThursDAY!! at 730 pm.. At club momo...
BE THERE>>>>We need your support.. Totally!
So I went shopping with my 2 dear long time poly friends today{ahaks LOng time kape}
FIRAH & MANU!!
Thx alot you 2!! THey helped me pick out my dance costume. It was a short shopping spree lah But what to do?
We did not have TIME!! Emphasise Again; Time*rolls eyes*
If you wana see how it looks like COme down to MOMO!!Hehe
Finally Guess what people!! I got into AEROSPACE!!!
If some of you do not have any idea what that course does, it specialises in airplanes.
Can You believe it??I got in!!I am so excited cum happy cum nervous.
I am afraid I will not do well. There are lots of modules as compared to the other courses provided.
BUT you can do whatever you aim yourself to do..*winks*
Well that's it then
Dayah OUts..
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Rain2 come again...dayah loves it n wants u 2 stay
nclAAhhhhh!!!
Its been raining NON stop...And I am soo loving it!!
Do Not ask me why cause I duno really. I guess its just the cool weather you know..
Sleep has been so easy and comfy these days.
And did I tell You I am Loving it??:P:P
Well..mm so Hari Raya Haji was great..
Ahh... the takbir was music to my ears man..
Everytime I hear it I will surely sit down n reminincse of all the things I have done;
Be it good or bad.
I ate like a glutton.
I had this tulang kinda thing cooked with asam pedas...AArrgghh just thinking of it makes my mouth water already.. Its shiok lah!! Then I ate jenganan... Its something like gado2 only they call it jenganan.. Trust me I DO NOT know what the difference is.. But my aunties always correct me when I say I want gado2..*roll eyes* Then all the babies in the house...!!!WOOHhoo.. my room was in a mess. Beds turned topsy turvy, blanket strewn on the floor. Luckily no baby saliva..Eww..Hehe..My favourite baby?? IZZ Danish!!! kewt2...But Very the Notty right now..Haix..Well he is a growing child Noh??Hehe ( if manu reads this he will laugh)
Then today, unfortunately, My daddy had a car accident..
It was totally the biker's fault lah..
He was suppose to stop behind the yellow box.(duh Its the RULE!!)
But he went ahead..hitting my dad's car.
There is like a huge dent Plus the license plate went missing..
The biker got leg something wrong. *excuse the grammar*
Luckily he malay..Or else....
So My dad had to go to the police.
And I followed. I was soo worried about him.. On top of that he has not rest the whole day..
Due to his illness he needs REST! Not STRESS!!
Well final conclusion my dad will get 200 compound fine plus 9 demerit points And this only if the motorist wants to close the case...
WTH!! its his fault!! why does he get the say??
Just cause he got injured?? Sheesh....This sux!!Where is justice?
But what to do...POlice have the final say. Seriously don't you think our police people are weaklings??
You know I saw 2 police man just now and they like cannot even pick up the 900 cc Bike lah( the biker's bike, he was sent to hospital for check up so bike left there)..
How weak is that..Yes it is heavy but You are going to fight criminals don't you think its neccessary for you to be atleast 'tough'? I have no doubt that because Singapore is such a safe country that these police people are getting to be lazier plus weaker..
KK sorry lah if i discriminate against them.. But but... isnt it kinda true??*thinking*
Ok that's it
~Dayah Outs~
Its been raining NON stop...And I am soo loving it!!
Do Not ask me why cause I duno really. I guess its just the cool weather you know..
Sleep has been so easy and comfy these days.
And did I tell You I am Loving it??:P:P
Well..mm so Hari Raya Haji was great..
Ahh... the takbir was music to my ears man..
Everytime I hear it I will surely sit down n reminincse of all the things I have done;
Be it good or bad.
I ate like a glutton.
I had this tulang kinda thing cooked with asam pedas...AArrgghh just thinking of it makes my mouth water already.. Its shiok lah!! Then I ate jenganan... Its something like gado2 only they call it jenganan.. Trust me I DO NOT know what the difference is.. But my aunties always correct me when I say I want gado2..*roll eyes* Then all the babies in the house...!!!WOOHhoo.. my room was in a mess. Beds turned topsy turvy, blanket strewn on the floor. Luckily no baby saliva..Eww..Hehe..My favourite baby?? IZZ Danish!!! kewt2...But Very the Notty right now..Haix..Well he is a growing child Noh??Hehe ( if manu reads this he will laugh)
Then today, unfortunately, My daddy had a car accident..
It was totally the biker's fault lah..
He was suppose to stop behind the yellow box.(duh Its the RULE!!)
But he went ahead..hitting my dad's car.
There is like a huge dent Plus the license plate went missing..
The biker got leg something wrong. *excuse the grammar*
Luckily he malay..Or else....
So My dad had to go to the police.
And I followed. I was soo worried about him.. On top of that he has not rest the whole day..
Due to his illness he needs REST! Not STRESS!!
Well final conclusion my dad will get 200 compound fine plus 9 demerit points And this only if the motorist wants to close the case...
WTH!! its his fault!! why does he get the say??
Just cause he got injured?? Sheesh....This sux!!Where is justice?
But what to do...POlice have the final say. Seriously don't you think our police people are weaklings??
You know I saw 2 police man just now and they like cannot even pick up the 900 cc Bike lah( the biker's bike, he was sent to hospital for check up so bike left there)..
How weak is that..Yes it is heavy but You are going to fight criminals don't you think its neccessary for you to be atleast 'tough'? I have no doubt that because Singapore is such a safe country that these police people are getting to be lazier plus weaker..
KK sorry lah if i discriminate against them.. But but... isnt it kinda true??*thinking*
Ok that's it
~Dayah Outs~
Monday, January 09, 2006
~After all, I am a homo sapien~
Feelings
It has been Raining all day and since I slept late last night, I woke up today at 10 feeling groggy. 2 make it worse the heavy rain plus coolin' weather sure did not help. Unfortunately, I had my driving prac so I dragged myself off my comfy bed. Luckily for me I actually drove well today. No jerks no stallin' it was smooth sailing.
I got home and was planning 2 continue my sleep But found that I was not sleepy anymore. So I did nothing but laid on my bed. I was staring at the ceiling when I got a phone call from a private number. Surprise surprise!! It was I****. I wanted to put down the phone straight away but he said he just wanted to talk for awhile. So I listened. He was talking crappy stuff lah. About old times that I don't quite remember.Seriously!! So after he finished, I just said "cool, that's all?". Then we like left off with an awkward silence. And I started to think about...
..Mm.. this seriously made me wonder how feelings can change within a short time when something happens; be it good or bad. It was just months ago that I would die for him to call me. #well not die literally#I want to hear the voice of whom I thought was THE ONE. I want to see him all the time. Well everything you can think of doing with him & then suddenly you just don't bother about him at all. His life just does not matter to you anymore. Why? Because he had hurt you. He made you feel like a fool. He said things which made you feel like you are the whole world to him only to see it gone like nothing happened between you two. Well as the saying goes "Time heals all wounds".. However I believe that " Time does not heal the wounds, it just teaches you to cope!"
Having said all these I don't blame him entirely. I have learnt from my best friends *my parents* that I should learn to forgive & forget. Something which is hard but it is what Nabi Muhamad did so lets follow his example. Eversince I learnt how to forgive & forget, I have lead a happy-go-lucky life.
This goes out to my 'friends' too. I don't wana bother anymore if you speak ill behind me. Its childish but I have learnt to just smile it off.Just so you know that your words DO NOT sting me anymoreI have decided to treasure the great memories I had with my ex's. I have also decided that this is not the time to be tied down by One guy. They sure are not worth it. @oops! sorry guys! You know I love you :p@ Find loads of them. Then choose when the time is right. Sometimes The One is someone you do not expect him or her to be.
However I do come across people who, no matter what, feels that they have found The One and is willing to wait for them. Mm all I can say to these darlings of mine is I will be happy for you if It comes true. However don't hope too much. Cox if you hope, and it does not happen, the hurt will be worse, deeper. Trust me. *winks* Somehow one day You too will realise there is actually another person out there You can live with. Apa2 yang berlaku selalunya ada hikmahnya. Kita mesti yakin.
So this was what I was thinking about the whole time it was raining. And it is still raining!!gosh!!this is sooo cool!! well I guess I stop here. Selamat hari raya haji. assalamualaikum.
I LOVE you GUys who have stood by me all my life. You mean alot to me!!
It has been Raining all day and since I slept late last night, I woke up today at 10 feeling groggy. 2 make it worse the heavy rain plus coolin' weather sure did not help. Unfortunately, I had my driving prac so I dragged myself off my comfy bed. Luckily for me I actually drove well today. No jerks no stallin' it was smooth sailing.
I got home and was planning 2 continue my sleep But found that I was not sleepy anymore. So I did nothing but laid on my bed. I was staring at the ceiling when I got a phone call from a private number. Surprise surprise!! It was I****. I wanted to put down the phone straight away but he said he just wanted to talk for awhile. So I listened. He was talking crappy stuff lah. About old times that I don't quite remember.Seriously!! So after he finished, I just said "cool, that's all?". Then we like left off with an awkward silence. And I started to think about...
..Mm.. this seriously made me wonder how feelings can change within a short time when something happens; be it good or bad. It was just months ago that I would die for him to call me. #well not die literally#I want to hear the voice of whom I thought was THE ONE. I want to see him all the time. Well everything you can think of doing with him & then suddenly you just don't bother about him at all. His life just does not matter to you anymore. Why? Because he had hurt you. He made you feel like a fool. He said things which made you feel like you are the whole world to him only to see it gone like nothing happened between you two. Well as the saying goes "Time heals all wounds".. However I believe that " Time does not heal the wounds, it just teaches you to cope!"
Having said all these I don't blame him entirely. I have learnt from my best friends *my parents* that I should learn to forgive & forget. Something which is hard but it is what Nabi Muhamad did so lets follow his example. Eversince I learnt how to forgive & forget, I have lead a happy-go-lucky life.
This goes out to my 'friends' too. I don't wana bother anymore if you speak ill behind me. Its childish but I have learnt to just smile it off.Just so you know that your words DO NOT sting me anymoreI have decided to treasure the great memories I had with my ex's. I have also decided that this is not the time to be tied down by One guy. They sure are not worth it. @oops! sorry guys! You know I love you :p@ Find loads of them. Then choose when the time is right. Sometimes The One is someone you do not expect him or her to be.However I do come across people who, no matter what, feels that they have found The One and is willing to wait for them. Mm all I can say to these darlings of mine is I will be happy for you if It comes true. However don't hope too much. Cox if you hope, and it does not happen, the hurt will be worse, deeper. Trust me. *winks* Somehow one day You too will realise there is actually another person out there You can live with. Apa2 yang berlaku selalunya ada hikmahnya. Kita mesti yakin.
So this was what I was thinking about the whole time it was raining. And it is still raining!!gosh!!this is sooo cool!! well I guess I stop here. Selamat hari raya haji. assalamualaikum.
I LOVE you GUys who have stood by me all my life. You mean alot to me!!
Friday, January 06, 2006
~Eo3 o5~
Just woke up after a long tiring day yesterday. A Doctor William Tan is trying to make a guiness record in Temasek Polytechnic. He will attempt to cycle in his 'special' bike around our sports stadium for a whole 24 hours. What I mean is that Doctor Tan is actually a wheelchair bound person who suffered from polio since he was 2. Making him paralyse waist down. So he ran Using his special bike. So he started at 7pm yesterday(5th jan '06) till today at 7pm. So up to now he is still doing his thing. We engineers of TP were asked to join in.
So I ran yesterday night ard 8+pm for whole 3 rounds(1.2km) as that was the requirement to get LOA*Leave of Absence* today*. :p It was cool. After we finished running we waited for Fair & then went to eat. While waiting, TP arranged some activities at the sports complex. They had a dance from the modern dance. Performance by bikers. Played songs.Uhm..So I was awake from like 7am on thursday till 7am this morning. Not even a wink of sleep during these time. However the day was gr8. Its not everyday you get to do this.
Unfortunately though, I am now sick; having flu and a splitting headache 'cos I did not eat yesterday. Plus I've got a cramp at my left calf and my knee joints hurt. AArrgghh...This is what I get 4 not warming up b4 running. And today I have dance practice.. DAMN!!I can't move!
Speaking of dance; You peeps of mine out there. DO come down to club momo on the 19th jan ok?? I will be having a dance competition there @ 830pm. Come support me n my team..I will need your shouts:p:p
Qoute of day :
Its better to Love in silence as from there you will not get hurt from rejection.
Remember that*winks*
So I ran yesterday night ard 8+pm for whole 3 rounds(1.2km) as that was the requirement to get LOA*Leave of Absence* today*. :p It was cool. After we finished running we waited for Fair & then went to eat. While waiting, TP arranged some activities at the sports complex. They had a dance from the modern dance. Performance by bikers. Played songs.Uhm..So I was awake from like 7am on thursday till 7am this morning. Not even a wink of sleep during these time. However the day was gr8. Its not everyday you get to do this.
Unfortunately though, I am now sick; having flu and a splitting headache 'cos I did not eat yesterday. Plus I've got a cramp at my left calf and my knee joints hurt. AArrgghh...This is what I get 4 not warming up b4 running. And today I have dance practice.. DAMN!!I can't move!
Speaking of dance; You peeps of mine out there. DO come down to club momo on the 19th jan ok?? I will be having a dance competition there @ 830pm. Come support me n my team..I will need your shouts:p:p
Qoute of day :
Its better to Love in silence as from there you will not get hurt from rejection.
Remember that*winks*
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Happy New Year~2006
HapPy New Year !!
2006
It was a happening 2005.
But I look forward to 2006!
I'll cherish the moments I had yester-year
Keepin' all the memories and experiences
I'm thankful for all the things that had happened.
Teaching me loads of new things
And Brought me closer to my parents
I'm thankful for all the new friends I made
The new Bonds, cliques I have..
May this year be a more fulfiling one
With Lots of joy and only a few sorrows
Teach me New stuffs
I love you Ibu, Ayah, Tawfiq, Ima, Danish,Dayu, Yus, Nisa, Lika, Fair, Manu, Naz, Firah, Hana, my cuxies..
ALL Of you..!!
Muacks!!
