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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

## Why don't I feel it?##

Just got back from Geylang with my cousins. Kak Sya, Kak Rah, Abg Mat, Abg Faris, Sarah & Asri. Wanted to shop for Asri's baju kurong yet ended up buying earrings and a pair of shoes. The place was not as packed as when I went with my parents. I guess it was because we were there like at about 12 midnight. Again the place was just crawling with the Mats & Minahs. Met Razif and his gf and also fitri. It was ok i guess the trip. Its fun when you hang out with your cuxins once in a while. Lurve them to bits!!

So 2 days ago on sunday I went to my business partners BBQ. It was at yishun in some condominum of Mr Benson's; one of our top person. It was aite. Made new friends like DIN, SALIHIN, FAZELEE, HAFIZ, MR FIRDAUS. Not forgetting some chinese peeps. Those who didn't know me thought I was some chinese gal. So I reached there at around 7 pm. Met Nurul and boy she seemed bored. We played games like wacko and secret number. Seriously how boring can it be!But we were suppose to know each other so guess they could not think of any other games but that.mm..

So only 2 more days to HAri Raya. Or wait is it 1 more day??Well no matter what, it's near...I'm not sure if I'm that excited about it? It seems like nothing special anymore. Also I didn't feel like my Bulan Ramadhan was done well this year. I didn't go for any terawih nor kiyamulai. I feel a sense of loss, sadness engulf me. Haix but it is too late for regrets now. I had a lot of chances to go yet I didn't. I am looking forward to the takbir though. Everytime I hear it I feel 'something'. I do not know what but I feel a combination of sadness, happiness, peace??And So I m wearing green this year. With my hair short n brown, black shoes, green earrings. And yah I have only one baju this year. Duno why! erm... Did i mention I did not feel any excitement this year?


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