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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

~6 weeks already!? Or isit 5?~

Everyday seems to pass by so damn fast.
Yeah it has been what? 5 or 6 weeks since I had my holidays? It does not matter I guess. I am dying to go back to school; I think.

It is the 13th day of fasting month already and I have lost like 3 kg. I love it!! The exchanging of food with neighbours, the eating out with family and friends, the prayers basically terawih and kiyamulai It all seems so.._____. Whats the word?? It likes unites all of us Muslims?? I find solace when I pray in this month asking all the things I want at the end of every prayer.

So unlike other holidays I have had, this one felt different. I was busier. With my driving lessons, my business, meeting up with friends & catching up on my sleeping. *Been sleeping at 3++am ! Insomnia??* It feels good though to know that my holiday is not wasted just making my butt bigger. tsk tsk..

And then it happens again. Have You ever felt like enough is enough? Like you know this is not the time yet it happens again! And no matter how hard you try, the feeling just does not go away. Infact it grows stronger. It all starts when you spend too much time together and then it becomes a habit 2 go home together. Then you start getting closer making jokes, sharing personal life stories, showing care and concern and BAM! The rest is history. Then you start asking yourself "shyt what is happening to me??What the hell am I feeling now?? Is it real? How does the other party feel?" blah2..So many questions!! Then you tell youself again and again that it cannot happen, it won't work But you still have thoughts of that someone. Seriously, I'm kinda getting tired of this. Liking someone then if it works out good, if not You get heartbroken AND then the cycle starts all over again. I guess thats human life. Or isit just a phase we teenagers face?mm.

LIke what 'he' said:

*Everything is predestined*


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