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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Saturday, August 13, 2005
mm My boring life

2 more weeks people then study week then my main exam!!arrghghh..i m so scared..i m so SLACK this semester..something i did not anticipate...only person who can help me is myself..BUCK UP YAYA!!i can do it...

sham stayed back in camp yesterday(thursday)..mls nk balik kot..so today he msged me at 1+ on his way home as he took half day leave..he claimed he was too tired..so i said ok stay at home Nd rest jgn nak merayap.then he told me later in the evening he going to his office in Bugis And also fetching yana home..i advised him to stay at home since he was already so tired BUt i could not stop him if he still wanted to go so i said yah do wadeva u want BUt just take care of yourself..i went home at 5 after practising on telcom principle lab with siewhuan and firah and at 615pm I got a call from sham's home..At first i thought it was sham's mum as sham said he was goin to his office in the evening only to hear his voice instead..so i asked eh i thought u goin office and he said yah later tgk ah mcm mane..so i told him " abg kalo nak gi leh tapi atleast lepas maghrib pls" at first he didn't want to listen BUT after i persuaded him he Obliged..heehee..to check that he wasn't lying to me i told him to call me after maghrib and i wana get d number of his house on my hp..he said OK NO PROB! and he did call at 714; a short miss call!abit b4 8 he called but apparently i was at my 10 storey house so i called back half an hour later only to find that his mum was using the phone..At 9pm he called back..we talked2 abit then he sounded sleepy so i told him to go sleep ah..he was quiet so i asked countless times and still he kept quiet.only when i said "ABG, adik letak phone eh?" then he answered " ah??abg kepala sakit ah tapi tknk tdo.."so we talked abit more then i said kk go rest ah u selenege ah abg..heeh. Then he flared up..he said " yelah abg selenge lah!!bye" and he put down..i was like shock so i msged him. then he replied " da ar dik abg tau abg tk lyk jadi abg adik..tk guna..haix..da ar nanti abg nak kua" i was like "ape ni!!penat beh maseh nak kua" so i called him back and we talked things over..so now its settled..and he is sleeping soundly..hehe..

yeah!!You people must have realise i always talk about this guy Sham..I duno ah do i still Love him??i got to learn to let go..I knw dat..i feel stupid that i still want him or mebe just think of him after all this..haix..But he also the same like dat..he cares about me too..like when i go home late he would ask who i was with, where i went, why come home so late..then sometimes he would ask are u online(on the phone?) if yes, with who..i duno what we feel for each other..we treat each other as abg adik...but mebe we are both kidding ourselves..I HAVE NO IDEA!!haix...

* the challenge of life is to appreciate everything and attach yourself to nothing*