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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

~argghh~

OMG what the hell is happening to me?!?!
i hate matters of the heart...as u all knw sham has contacted me back..U knw i thought i could take it..we would b gr8 friends together..BUT NOW!!feelings for him might actually come back..and i dun want that...everytime i wanna forget him i tell myself 'he is soo not worth it..he does not even have the looks so why bother"..haix then again there is always the dreaded word 'BUT!'..so today sham called me at 825am!!b4 i went to school..haix those were the days went he woke me up for school..and the first thing he said was " i miSS u babeh" i took it like normal ah..a fren telling a fren that..then i told him to call me back cox i duno ah eh somehow i dun really feel like talking to him but part of me wants to..and he did at 9am..i was at at the bus stop by then..and my voice was very lembut he claimed..so he sensed something was wrong yet i kept on denying it..'YA! WAD WAS WRONG WAS THAT MY FEELINGS 4 U ARE RETURNING.,.DAT SUX!!" THE ONLY PERSON I HAVE TO BLAME IS me>>i should not have contacted him back..haiyo.!!then we were talking and i said k ah bye..then he ask "u kat ne?' i answered "i kat dalam bus". he said " beh asal bye??" i just said "ooo ok..." he replied " k tkpe ah u bye2.." guess he sensed that i didnt wana talk to him n he felt pissed off..then at 328pm he called again..i was having my MCT at that time..and duno why ah eh but today lesson was fun ah!!heee we had to do our group work project and I LIKE!!alot of laughs such that when i picked up his call i was in a good mood..then he said things like i miss u alot so i call u..then asked if i missed him blah3...told me to call him syg*eyes rolls* k lah..all this i take it as a friend tingy ah..i dun wana fall into his trap..nor do i want to play with his feelings...i am gona be careful ryt now!!..but yah!!
And guess what today sham stayed in camp..apparently i got a missed call from his house ah at 740pm so naturally i tot it was him yet it was his mum!!heee his mum said she called cox while she called sham b4 that day she heard a girl's voice in the background and thought it was me..cox the laughter was like mine..haaa but sham said it was not me.it was his fren's fren...i think ILA ah fauzan's gf..haaa so farnie..sham's mum didnt belief..kecian sham..niwae sham's mum invited me to kak nini's birthday party this sunday..haix..i duno ah eh..i wana go but i duno if it is wise..we will see later2...
then there is yusri...i duno why but i feel there will be nothing btw us ah..i FEEL he is AVoidIng me!!i oso duno why---> instinct?? but girls instinct are usually true ryt??argghh!!im so sad..he dun like me at all..today his msn nick puts " The Nurse Asked ME "your GF nvr come see you ah?" and his personal msg "searching" haix...im here yusri!!heee..but ape lah daya ku...both of us not making an effort..we dont talk to each other, dont msg each other..i give up ..:(

AND TMR IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!woohoo!!hahaa


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