I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..

Find me at:
# FB, Nurhidayah Arj
# mail at dayah.10@hotmail.com
Call = +(61) 423325374

then today!!

today!!23rd june'05
well sham msged me early2 in the morning already...at 6+am..msg me saying hello good morning..still sleeping huh?:)my god stupid qn..then he called ard 620am probably to c if i was awake or not..then when i woke up ard 8 i replied his msg "mornin but its not good..niwae im up.." then he msged asking why not good? i didn't reply..then he ask again are u mad at me? so i replied y should i b mad at u?nak marah2 u pun da penat..tkde gunenye also what ryt do i have to be angry at u..then he replied haix...well these are the few imp msgs u should see.

he gave me a special msg abt u might not need me now tml or ever..but rmbr that if for a second..u feel lonely or upset im here for u..
me: ryt..i needed u when U could nvr b there 4 me..so thx 4 d msg vt i wun disturb u much..nanti org kate tergler2kan lagi...appreciate it tho:)
him: :(
me: asal sedih..isnt dis what u reali want..yana will make u hapy.. mm btw kirim salam pie 4 me..thx..
him: wateva lah u..haiz..gi ar msg sndri.. i ni kn uke sakitkan ati u..---> and i did msg yusri a special msg..wakakak
then i told him to call me as i was lazy to type2 which he did during my lunch break..then we were talking..then he said he sakit kepala and i slalu sakit kan hati dia cox i was sarcastic with him..so i said ah.." u kalo slalu u bobal ngan i, i sakit kan hati u i rase u jgn kal i ah then u takan sakit hati lagik..then i said skg u gi rest...sakit kepala kan..."then he kept quiet..then i ask dgr tak?then he said dgr then he said bye and put the damn phone down...konon showing ah dia marah...fuck him ah...
me: ape nie??asik frust2 je??i care about u pun u nak bingit2 kape??so what exactly do u want from me sham??
him: i dun mind u cre abt me i knw i hurt u twice.. i knw dat! bt if u aLready 4 give me y u stil sarcastic 2 me?! i treated u as my fren nt enemy..
me: sham..dulu lain sham.dulu kite mm..i jage hati u..skg..lain..kalo i, yah yg same i manje2 ngan u bt i can't do dat nw.its wrong. wad wil ppl tink?u wana hear dis ryt? yes, i love u stil i syg u.. bt dats jux frm me. n da show u hw much i lov u oso c wad i get..hurts..u dun anymre..if u r hurt im lyk dis, ur hurt is nt half as bad compared to mine so live wif it lyk hw im trying to cope 2. i suroh u rest cox u sakit pe.if u wana kol me i will pick up, bt accept hw i m towards u nw. bleh?
him: if u wana treat me as wat u treat me jz nw den i cant help it..u feel hurt so am i.. i dun wan 2 avoid frm u bt if u wan me 2 avoid u i respect ur decision..
me: u hurt?i tink its just guilt. Thx 4 understanding me for once..u pikir atleast i lyn u, kalo btol2 u pikir org nak layan a guy lyk u? i tk ckp i will avoid u kan. i said we cn b lyk last tym, u wake me up kal everyday. cume i lain je bobal..kalo u nk kol la.its up to u everyting is up to u, it oways has been
him: why should i call u if u treat me "badly"?
me: Mane ade bad?terkene ego ye marah kape?then i ask u wads d point of me being frens wif you after wad u did 2 me?bt i m. tadi i bobal ngan u u yg terase padahal i was jux being nice oni my tone was diff.so i assume u wun kol anymre..pls tke cre of urself N promise nt 2 tink much.b hapy.i tink u will la..
him: yah, will we be frens 4eva tanpa syarat?
him: i mean kita kwn pai bila2..blh?
me: i replied after a few hours yah...mm...
and since then we have been msging...mm....i duno if its a gd idea...bt everyting dat happens ade hikmahnye..:o)

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