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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Sunday, June 26, 2005
mm i duno y im bothered..but i m sadly..

orite..its oready sunday!!so fast weekends gone..
well we are still contacting each other...he calls me dolminah...a term he used to call me..mm missed those days..on friday night..sham called me abt 759pm..since i wasnt at home i didn't pick up my hp..when i did msg him to say i reached home already..he didn't reply..only to find out that he was actually overnighting with yana somewhere..i got the information from yusri; sham's army colleague and 'bro'. i was shocked when yusri told me that..i was chatting with him then i asked how sham was and all that..then suddenly yusri was like " if u must know he is with that bitch overnightin somewhere"...and i LAUGHED!! can u believe it??instead of other feelings i thought that was farnie..yusri asked me why it was funny and i told him..only last week yana asked sham to overnight wif her at east coast and at that time i n yusri said NO!!he was not suppose to go..and sham didn't n yet a week after they did the 'plan' which was stopped by me n yusri..i admit i was affected after that..i was wondering wow!he works fast..in a week he can just do whatever he wants..but then again who m i?mm...
then on saturday sham didn't msg nor call me the whole day.. truthfully i was wondering why he didn't call..most girls might call just to find out why...but i guess i had my pride and i didn't call..then at 11pm, i was outside with my family at Zenath; a foodplace and he called..i was shocked but happy. i didn't pick up tho..Tawfiq, my bro did..he said sham just said hidayah ade?then fiq said dier kat toilet..then sham wanted to say to tell me to call him bck then he must have heard d noisy sounds outside cox later he asked tawfiq krg kat luar eh?fiq said yes then he asked dgn mama? fiq said ah..then he said o ok...then at 1115pm he called again...this time i picked up..
---> (i was laughing when i picked up the phone)
him: asal tgh ketawa mcm gitu?
me: huh?
him: asal ketawa mcm gitu?
me: oh tkde ape2 ah...(then both were silent)
me: eh sham i'm outside ah so can u call me like later2?
him: wad time?
me: wadeva ah...anytime...erm ard 12 gitu ah...
him: mm...ok ah(in a sad voice n i really mean sad u can hear it)
then b4 he could say aniting i said bye.. and he said bye
the thing is he didn't call at 12 tho..im thinking did he sleep or..he just felt dat i was avoiding him cox my tone wif him now is very different from b4..but d past few days i really was bz which is why i wasnt able to tok to him..wel niwael until now he has not called nor msg me again...i dunno if he will ever call me again..well just wait n see...i have to admit tho i do miss him...