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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Tuesday, June 28, 2005
just another day of my life...

hie ppl...latest update here...
by now im sure u people are wondering wad is wrong wif dis dayah...is she okay??why still talking about him??i duno myself..i still do miss him and all..can't balme me yah..takes time..n dun worry i am dooing my VERY BEST to move on k!!

so on sunday he called me at 10pm..he used his hp num which he claimed to b prepaid..so i was shocked..but i picked up..n it didn't go well at all..he was outside it seems as the background was noisy.this was wad happened.--->my voice was low slow n tired
me: hello
him:hello, tgh uat pe?
me: im at home
him: ouh at home eh?asal suare gitu?
me: takde ape2 ah
him: tgh online eh?
me: a'ah
him: eh asal suare gitu seh?
me:y u care?
him: ouh ...its not that i care but y suare gitu?
me: yah since u dun care and i don't wana tell u so asal tanye lagik?
him: ok ah bye
me:bye and i put d phone down straight...
i duno if i was rude or not...but i didn't care about his feelings at dat time...then he gave me a missed call at 1016pm..i was like wads dat??so i gave him a msg at 11 plus pm.i msged him "wads up wif d miss call?m i suppose to call u bck then?niwae u r outside so i shant disturb u"n he didn't reply..

on monday; yesterday...he actually woke me up for school..at 745am..i was surprised really.we talked for awhile and he called me again after i bathed, b4 i went to class..he told me that he merana cox yana keeps on talking about me..sheesh...wads up wif dat gerl..but i dun blame her fully ah...we gerls always do have that 'wild thoughts' especially after what happened btw me n sham..(we were sorta together for awhile)..then at night b4 maghrib sham called me again..he had reached home..and he told me " yah, mak asked about u" he meant his mum ah..his mum asked asal dah lame tak dgr dari hidayah?mane dia?then sham actually said tak ah mak dier bz sekolah...mm byk nye bz sekolah eh...so i told sham oh so u call i sebab mak u tanye sal i ah ni...:)kalo tk tk call... well we had a gr8 time talking yesterday..i also talked to his mum for awhile..his mum was really nice...his mum asked me asal lame dah tak dgr?then i said si sham ah tu buat dayah marah...then his mum tanye asal ape dier buat?then i said heee tkde ape2 lah main2 je...then d mum said kalo dier buat ape2 kat dayah blang makcik makcik pukul dia...heee so kewt..then came maghrib n his mum said 'da maghrib dayah' so i told sham k ah put down d phone..and sham didn;t want to he wanted to talk still ...but i insisted then he called me back at 740pm..and wet alked till 830pm..mm we talked about alot of stuffs ah..we were like frens..i could kutuk him and all n yet he couldnt do aniting...wakaka..he told me dat its obvious my mum prefers u...he called me syg still n even tells me he syg me..(however in a hush tone; not wanting me to hear konon)he tells me still his heart is torn into 2..n i told him 'sham dun, u chose oready so stick to that one'..he asked me dis.do a gerl mean it when they say they gona leave u?i asked who said dat?he said yana...then my ans was simple..."mm i dun tink so...dier threaten aje...u tgk eh bler kiter together dier maseh carik2 u kacau2 kiter...beh da tunggu satu bulan utk u senang2 kape skg nak tinggalkan?dier bedek ah.."then i told sham u know ah d 2 of u memang padan ah for each other..due2 CONFUSED PPL..tak tau wad u guys want...heee then he said jgn ckp sal dier lagik...i tgh pikir lain bende...fine ah wadeva...mm then he had to go buy something for his mum..at 7 eleven, so i told him ok baik2 jln tke care.then he said taknak...kalo ape2 jadi kat i nanti i ckp u ah..then i said eh ape seh tk uat ape2...he said u ape yg i bobal last so mesti kene soal nye..then i said eh mepek ah...u jage baik2 ah...then we were arguing stupidly over dis taking cre ting..in d end i just say ape2 ah u...bye...then he said eh bye je?i said ye ah...nak ape lagik?then he kept quiet..then i was about to put dwn d phone then he said "u..n he whispered VERY softly i syg u"i pretend i didnt hear n said bye..n today he didn't call me the whole day...well not in the morning to wake me up until now...at 6+pm..mm...well i cant say much..i dun wan to disturb him...give him some space...dats d RIGHT thing to do...*winks*but i do miss him....:)