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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Sunday, May 22, 2005
My lifE..

wow..dis is my first entry..it feels weird..cox i nvr really did like dis...to me it was a waste of time...but thinking...i tot..after goin' thru' hardships & even gr8 times..sumtymes its good to let it all out..n share it wif ppl; ur frens..so here it goes...
for one whole yr..since 8 april 2004..i have prevented myslef from getting to noe anyone of the opp sex 'deeper'. Since my last break up i enduered heartbreak..for 2 whole sad mths..i told my self...why look for heartbreaks if u can PREVENT it!..I had a gr8 yr..yes, i do wished sometimes thdat i have someone to talk to, to laugh wif besides my girlfriends...but it was a bliss to b single...until.....
d 4th of april...i met dis guy named Norisham bin Abdul Rahman; we met thru dis girl;my junior in my sec sch..hehe..we had d d same father's name d same blood type too..tsk tsk..wad r d odds...Sham is an NS guy 20 yr old n work in an ofis at Tekong..Things i knew abt him was dat his b'dae lies on either 16 or 17 nov..n much mre wich is not imp...we became closer as time went by..he called every single day!!in d afternoon at work...n at nyte we tok till d wee hours of morning...on fridays n saturdays..we toked till dawn..---->subuh..
He scared me once late at night while telling a ghost story..n i was angry when i told him to stop n yet he din..d next day he called n i ignored...then he gave me a msg...so sweet n all....*i still keep d msg...;) then on 30th of april...he told me dat he LIKES ME!!..at dat time i was like shocked..i din have feelings for him yet..we have not met..we jux toked thru d phone..tho he did wana meet a couple of times but i turned him down..so i answered "mm okay so wad m i suppose 2 say??"n he jux said "i duno..wadeva u wana say.."then ichanged topic...heeee dats me always changing topics when i m at a lost fer werds..we then got closer..n i started having feelings for him..
On d 14th of april; me, sham, dayu,reza(dayu's bf), suraiyah, farhan, yan(su's fren) n wan(yan's fren), we attended a performance at TJC called GEMA TEMASEK . It was fun!!!we had a lot of laughs...after which we went to justin's chalet at downtown east..we ate..n well details of wad happen then i shall keep it close in my heart..;)..
then d sad part happened..sun-15 may, at ard 7+ pm sham called n told me abt his last ex who came back & wanted to patch it up wif him..my life was shattered...for once i opened up to one guy, n yet dis happened..Luckily, sham said he din noe id he wanted to p atch up yet cox he 'sygkan me'..i was happy-->at dat time..i did tell him to forget me n i backed out..but obviously dat was not wad i really wanted..we toked still on monday..he tells me things like 'i miss u!!', 'i sygkan u' , "i keep on thinking about u d whle day"..n i tink he REALLY did..cox he kept on calling even after i missed call him alot of times..he din give up..
Then...i had a msg from his ex!!!she got d num forcefully from sham wanting to b frens..can u believe dat???frens??isnt she suppose to b hating me instead??cox i noe i bloody well do HATE Her..then she kept on pushing me bck to him n all...i have no idea wad her motive was...then on 18 may, they patched up..argggghhhhh....i was heartbroken AGAIN!!mixed feelings of hurt, anger, confused all...d reason they patched up was cox..he syg kan dier still...wad d fuck!!
ryt now i duno wad else to say..infact i duno if i wana say it...;(...all i knw is dat i actually still miss dat jerk.. im lost confused...i do want him back..haix....
help!!!