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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Monday, May 30, 2005
im so confused...

yo!!
its been some time..since i wrote here...
haix..guess wad ppl..my parents found out i still contact sham n is damn angry with me and all...i don't blame them ..they care alot about me..but i just wish they would give me a chance.
so niwae now they have met sham..n haix..i duno wad will happen..they have not talked to me from like saturday...*only certain people know why..& im so hurt...but wad can i do??what was done is done...today ayah msged me n said he wana talk to me...yipee!!atlast d silent treatment is over...but i m scared to find out what he has to say about sham..well cross fingers...

i have been asking people about what really i should do in this long complicated situation...some tell me to forget him he is a jerk..duno what he wants..and even if u do get him he might do the same thing again...
some tell me to fight for him...im so confused!!!what the hell should i do...i guess just follow my heart??my heart tells me 2 things too...part tells me to move away...dier da berpunye...but anoder part of me tells me if u usaha dapat nye....so...the solution seems to be hanging there....i really duno what i should do...i do knw he is a jerk and yes i feel he do treat me like a fool gitu..but matters of the heart like so hard to control...on top of that when i like someone i REALLY like that person...haix....help me....make a wise decision....

---> lost affection is a pity but true love is eternal...