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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Friday, May 27, 2005
haix...love me, want me, need me...

today is oready the 27th of may..
sham n i have met for 3 days straight since wednesday..
the first day---> we met at bdk int after i finish sch at 7..we ate at mcd near bdk int.we then went to changi beach..we talked and talked..we saw airplanes flying then we sat on the bench..sham was very manja with me..we were like lovers...we went home at abt 12..he sent me home
2nd day---> we met at 402 opp my blk at 8...sham wanted to fetch me..we then walked to bedok int and ate at long john's..after which we went to east coast park...we stopped atthe bayshore condominium busstop there and walked all the way to ecp...we sat at one of the water breakers there and i told him that i have made my decision..i have decided to back out...he was sad n said i cant forget u but if u decide to do that i shant force u...then duno how we were like 'manja' again...he hugged me and blah3....shall keep the memories to myself...we were on the way home when yana msged and ask if sham was with me...n sham replied no..we took 228 home n i reached home ard 1215pm....
today----> sham called me at subuh, 8=, 9+, 11+ and again at 1+...we quarrelled as yana told me everything today..that they have not broken up when i n sham first got to knw one another...but they were fighting...i then decided to meet sham..we met at tamp int at abt 7...and we walked all the way to sumplaza park...there he asked if i was mad at him..n i simply said yes..for lying to me... then i asked him "why did you lie to me?" he said "i have my reasons...but no u r not d cause of my break up with yana nor are you a rebound".he also said that his friends do not agree that he went back with his ex...woohoo!!!...
And i melted when he said SORRY!!i mean if that is not sincere then what is...maybe if you were there to see it you would notice that his feelings for me are true...then we got 'manja' again...he said that he was very angry with yana...and he feels that right now he don't have a matair...he said he syg me and all...he also said dis 'YAH WHAT IF I TOLD YOU THAT I LOVE YOU??"ARRGGGHHH!!!!i love u too...
then we met pau and yusri(sham's frens) and they toked to me abt dis...Pau said that actually the ball is in my hands..*i do not understand what he means...and other stuffs...niwae...yusri is really nice...he was jux there n nice n playing with my hp heee.....after that pau n yusri went off to meet yana with their last words 'whatever your decision do not regret it'.i was then left alone with sham..and the first qn i asked him was "u maseh sygkan dier??"n he answered "i duno" --> this was gd as usually he would say yah...but i dare not keep my hopes up high...i duno why but i guess at dat situation i made my decision..i was confused and lost...so i jux got up hugged sham n said u jux b wif her...n i walked off..sham did yell out to me but i ignored n he did not run after me..i was hurt n broken...
i do not knw wad they toked to yana abt..n i really wana noe...but....i really wana knw who sham chooses...he told me he loved me..he rmbred things we did on our dates...i duno....
there are alot of things i wana say..if possible i wana say every single detail but then dat will be too long...
i jux noe i love him...n i want him..n i hope he will choose me...i hope he calls...haix...;(