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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Tuesday, February 09, 2010
Feelings

No idea what I am feeling. I tell myself stay home and yet I am still out in the end.

Nenek is not doing much better. Infact her condition seems to be unstable. Heard her cry out for Him to take her away, let her sufferings end. She is currently bed stricken. Diagnosed with mild Parkinsons and unable to walk normally as she has an extra small bone growing at the back. It is sticking out and hitting on a nerve at the back. She complains and complains and all we can do is watch and say we know. But what can we do? She is so weak and has no desire to help herself too. Once you give up, nothing people say or do can help somehow. And I feel so Helpless and Useless.

Ya Allah, what do we do but pray? How do we help her suffer less. Is it wrong to pray for the inevitable?

I only have 2 weeks left.