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Me.

I'm one of God's creation
A plain girl who realise her full potential is barely reached
Babysit, eating, sleeping and dancing is her best leisure ability
Loves her family & friends to bits
No life ahead without them in my life..
Currently 7hrs away from home
Right now loving the life she is leading in Adelaide only because there are so many things she got herself involved in..
And it is not worthless involvements, mind you..


Friday, August 29, 2008
One.. two..

2 more days to Ramadhan. 2 more days to September. It can only mean with the days passing by, the nearer it is to flying back home. But first stop is Perth, to meet the lovely cousin Aishah to embrace Syawal! Away from home in a foreign land with a family. Ain't life a bliss when you do not think so much about what you are really missing back home.

Daddy dearest called today! Just love hearing his voice. Notice the trend where kids usually talk to the mum but seldom to the dad. Somehow, talking to mum makes it easier and she is always the more understanding one. But I guess, this episode of my life has changed. Since I came back for daddy's operation, and returned to Adelaide, whenever daddy calls, we seem to communicate so much more and when it comes to mummy's turn, I see myself repeating what I just said to dad. Oh well, atleast now daddy will not feel left out.

Mummy got herself the most inspiring & favorite teacher award and she is so happy! Alhamdulillah ibu! Little sister managed to get herself distinctions for her test or was it exams!? YAY!!! Someone is really keen on getting herself a lappy...*winks* And dad? Alhamdulillah, he is growing strong! Been going out with either mum or friends, exercising, and though sometimes forced, atleast he is doing it. Little brother? mmm what to say about him? Still not at home as always but I am proud to hear that atleast when the mum or dad asks him to send or pick them up, he will do it. Well he better! He is getting free petrol for every ride... And mind you he goes out alot!

Cannot wait to begin fasting! But then the hassle of having to think of what to have for break fast is a pain in the ass. But then again, when breaking fast amongst the friends and family, or going to the mosque to sembahyang terawih just mesmerises me all the time.. And at the end of the month, the takbir, beautiful..

Sometimes, things just do not go your way and you can only have to live with it.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Flashbacks

The alarm just rang off and reluctantly I had to get off the cold bed. It is freezing at 3 degrees and 13 degrees tops today. I thought I had accustomed to that already. Boohoo..

Showered and left with the abang to school. Whilst waiting at the bus stop, I was just wondering what the hell am I doing in Adelaide when I was only in Singapore yesterday! Then all the 2 weeks events came crawling back into the already packed mind. Was so jetlag that I could hardly open my eyes but I knew I just had to attend or I am gona miss so much more. On top of that, I have already missed the morning Optical Communication Lectures. So then reached Napier and I felt like an alien in that school. Can you believe I actually lost my way? I could not find my lecture theatre at first. My goodness to think I only went back for 2 weeks..The day then just seem to find me cuddled up in bed, unpacking stuffs, and more cuddling. Hur hur..

Left the family yesternight at 1110pm at Changi Airport Terminal 3. The cousins and some relatives came and even daddy dear sent me.. Though groggy from taking his meds. So sweet lah kan!? Took loads of pictures and had lots of hugs and I went into the transparent gate with a heavy heart and a promise to my dad that he will see me in December, InsyaAllah. I had a morning check up at SGH with the parents. The evening was spent at Tanjong Katong Complex with the 5 of us altogether eating our favorite dishes after so long to celebrate each of our august birthdays; 3, 11, 16. Awesome! Just love this family to bits and pieces.. hehehe

Now I am unsure as to what time my class starts tomorrow.. How?? The group members are not online either..

& thanks to all of you who wished me birthday and the presents. A great 21 to remember..

Monday, August 04, 2008
The advices

3rd of August '08 is surely a memorable one. A different touch to how people celebrate their 21st. Started with a Kentucky Fried Chicken meal with the immediate family at the stroke of midnight. A happy occasion as daddy dear just got discharged the day before too. He was very happy to be home mind you. And then it was just a boring morning, then afternoon with visitors for ayah and then evening came.

The family and I went down to the 9th floor and celebrated my birthday. It was nice to see relatives there. Praying and all. It was a great feeling to be amongst that crowd. And then there was the cutting of the ice cream cake from swensons which was so hard that the knife broke while trying to cut it. Collection was alhamdulillah good too!

At 930pm, went out with the TP mentors. Drove to bedok reservoir and ate sushi's and got updated with each and everyone's lives! It amazes me how easy people talk about sex and premarital sex. But I shall not delve into that.

Got home and met Hana, Rizal and Isa under the block! It was so nice to see her again!! Thanks eh for the delicious cake and presents! Weird but funny.. haha Only you will think of that!..

Ended the day sleeping...
A week left to school.. Am I really looking forward to it?
I am so glad u told me ain.. We will go thru this together.. Mail me so we can share..:)
Love ya beb.. TAKE CARE

Friday, August 01, 2008
The Celebration

Invitations, RSVPs, Catering, Location, Presents and what nots. These are what future 21 year olds will do, or most of them atleast, weeks before their big day. Excited and all geared up ready to venture into their adult life.

Except for this one 21 year old. All she will ever remember of her 21st is early mornings and late nights to SGH. Not that there is any complains. Taking care of Daddy, being his PA; answering calls, conveying and sending messages. I am glad I went home and was able to do all this for him and mummy. Daddy dear finally got discharged today. Alhamdulillah. Though test results are not out yet and docs say his cancer cells is aggressive, the family and I are hoping that it will go away insyaAllah with the treatment he will be getting. He will have to undergo radio and chemo therapy. InsyaAllah with constant prayers and always remembering HIM from everyone, daddy dear will be able to live long and healthy.

Which reminds me, thank you to all of you who did pray for him. I am pretty sure, it made a difference. Only HE knows how much appreciation we have for each and everyone of you who visited and prayed. People not in the family whom we treasure most that I should mention is, Isa, Idayu, and the parents Best Friends and Friends. Not forgetting, Cik Hashim and Cik Daud who came all the way from UAE and Cennai just to see ayah. And Kak Sya in Perth who could not come back but still called. Alhamdulillah!

Finally, relieved abit, I was able to talk and laugh abit with the friends and finally agreeing to go out with them.

Then getting ready for all the home visits from people all over again. Only now I know how tiring a "famous" person can be..

2 more days to my 21st!
10 more days to Home..